Yur Weekend's Shot.

2005-02-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

Feeling weird again. Guess its another mood swing. And on Chinese New Year too. How unlucky.

2005-02-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

Sorry, can't blog this week. Have too much work to do. And too many things to think about. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2005-01-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

Thrower I am.

Been going for field practice the past week. They've been loads of fun! Trying out with all three events, but probably going to choose the discus. Tore some skin throwing it though, but managed to throw close to 40m. HAHA!

Went out with classmates to take my first neoprint of the year! Was quite fun, but the best part was that I found out this uber nice place to eat at Ngee Ann City. Their 'Little dragon buns' rock! Can't wait to go there and eat again. Haha.

A million and one things have been happening in school, and I haven't made my decision on whether to stay or go to a school closer to my home. Though the thought of that is getting less and less attractive. But the main problem is the hour transit time. Ah well, choices.

Short entry this week. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2005-01-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

Well, got used to the system. Sort of anyway. Teachers are quite alright. Bio teach is quite cool, Chem teach ain't that bad, Math teacher is some what alright, Phy teacher is quite blur, GP teacher I have no comments about and Chinese teacher is.. Well.. A chinese teacher.

Had an SJI and an OG get together the past week, had lots of fun. Went for field gym training, wasn't that bad. Might consider staying in field if the technique training is alright. Tech council was quite boring, not my thing, so probably not going to stay in.

Sent Shang off yesterday. Fuck man. Miss him like shit. Miss all the times during Judo when we'd do stupid stuff. Miss the times when we'd spar like we were enemies or times when we'd act gay when we sparred. Miss the times when we'd get caught by Mrs Tan during assembly when I was talking to him. Miss the times when we'd go out and do things to make people stare at us. Miss doing stupid things when we'd go out to eat. Miss walking around with him at 3 in e morning. Miss calling him gay bitch and DF. Miss him cause he's him. Feel like I've lost a friend, on second thoughts, I have. Hope he doesn't forget me, cause I won't forget him. It's going to be different. Tonnes different.

Went to collect the CDC or CCC or something scholarship today. Went out. And Now I'm home.

2005-01-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

The first week of lectures. More of a get to know the system week than a all out, full blown, pure mugger week. In short, too much free time. But school has been really fun these days, very little studying and so much playing. Guess its all going to change next week, when we really get into the study 'mode'.

But, as all schools do, AC also has her share of assholes. Why do I say so? Just because. Alright, there was this one day when I forgot to wear my badge to school. So I was getting onto the lift with a couple of J2 students. Inside the lift was the asshole. An ugly, fat, balding, loud and smelly old man was onboard. And the first thing he said was 'BOY! WHERE IS YOUR SCHOOL BADGE?!' So I was quite stunned and I replied 'I forgot to bring it.' as it was the honest truth. So I thought that he'd just tell me not to forget and wear it the next day or just go and purchase another piece from the student's council room, just like any other UNDERSTANDING teacher might. But, NO. He started blabbering on about school loyalty and how J1's like me should be 'ragged'. He even went to the extent of grabbing my pocket, pulling me nearer and saying right into my face something about 'Which neighbourhood school do I come from?!'. If all that wasn't enough he even told the J2's in the lift to 'rag' me. Well, as you people should know I was close to exploding. I was thinking stuff like 'If you two even dare to rag me I bet I can have all three of you on the floor before the lift reaches e ground floor.' and I was thinking how fun it would be to report him to the principal as he was physically harassing students. But nope, I didn't want to waste my time with such assholes. I was also wondering about the loyalty izzue, but I don't want to talk more about the asshole. So I'll just leave it at that.

The lecture/tutorial system that is used in the Junior Colleges are tonnes different from the classroom style teaching that I'm used to from Primary and Secondary. The lectures have so far been quite understandable and have been taught at an acceptable pace ( to me at least ). So I should be able to cope with it.

Get back another time! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2005-01-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

I LOVE my OG AND OGLs!!! Seriously.

The first day or two in ACJC was quite daunting. Not knowing anyone there. Not feeling accepted. To put it simply, I was not comfortable at all with the enviroment.

But after FIVE days of screaming, cheering, dancing, talking, and bonding. Not forgetting getting smelly, starched, floured, egged, muded, watered and soaped. As though we were some alien plant that invaded Earth.

Many 'firsts' happened during the orientation. Such as getting really down and dirty during the games. Having a very, Very, VERY enthusiastic group. Amazing group leaders who did everything to make the experience an absolutely memorable one. Screaming until my voice was almost lost. And doing really crazy things with people who were crazy enough to join me.

All in all, the experience was unprecedented. I, for the first time during an orientation, had the time of my life. All thanks to a GREAT OG and SUPERB OGLs. The feelings I have now are too considerable to be put into words, so I would refrain from typing something that would put a limit to the elation that I've felt.

So many memories, so little time.
Buaiz! Justin Out.

2005-01-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

First day at a JC. Been an eye opening experience to say the least. Met a few people who were quite friendly. But I'm too tired to type more. Tell more when I have the time.

2005-01-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

Holidays are over. They've been quite enjoyable. But now, school is starting. Going to ACJC tomorrow, lets see how it goes?

2004-12-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

Since I've last blogged.

Days that have passed: 21
BBQs I've been to: 5
Chalets I've been to: 2
Cruises I've been to: 1
Mood swings that I've had: 3
Smses I've sent: 708
New people I've met: A few?
Opportunities I've missed: At least 1.
Amount of raw food which I've bought: 20 Kilograms.
People I've added on Friendster: 5
Pairs of shoes I've bought: 2
Pairs of socks I've bought: 2
Pairs of shorts I've bought: 2
Movies I've watched: 8
Movies I've watched and felt cheated after: 3
School I was posted to: ACJC.
Decisions I regret making: 3
Times I've thought deeper into things: 4
Times I've been to the gym: 0
Times I've lost my train of thought: 1
Times I've...

2004-12-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

Wow, it's been such a long time since I've blogged. Many things have happened since then. Some nice, some not so. But that's life ain't it?

Had grad night a few days ago. Almost everyone pulled out all the stops and looked superb during the night. I for one got my hair cut by a hairdresser, for the first time in my life, and dyed copper red, initially wanted to get it coloured scarlet, but the man said it would not turn out good, so I chose the colour I chose.. But I did not buy new clothes cause my brother had some things that were quite nice. So thats what I wore.

Quite a few turned up on the night, though there is ONE PERSON whom I'm pretty sure did not come cause IT was afraid of getting 'shunned'. After the function ended, Kiat, Leb, Chris, ZG and I decided to spend the rest of the night, and most of the early morning out. At Orchard. So we went took a cab to Cine to check if there were any shows, but no, they didn't have. So went opposite Cine and drank some coffee, I bought a Double Expresso, quite good actually. After that we started to walk to the Esplanade, on the way there we saw a group, 8, of girls. Then we thought of doing something lame, so we formed up. Stood abrest of each other. And surprisingly the girls did that too. So if anyone was observing, they would think that we were going to fight. Continued walking to Cine, of course doing lame stuff along the way. When we reached the Esplanade ZG had to go home, so we got him to a cab and the rest of us walked to the Merlion to have a well deserved rest. When we were resting we talked about many things, and one of those things I would elaborate on in a while. Well rested we made our way to Lau Pa Sat, at about 3 AM. Walked into the 7-eleven and bought a bottle of water. Then proceeded to walk ALL THE WAY BACK to Taka, buying some food about halfway there. By the time we reached it was close to 5 AM, so we rested, slept abit I did, at the fountain outside of Taka. At 6 we walked to the bus stop opposite Far East and took a bus home.

On the same day I went to the Nat. Skin Center for my checkup, then met Chris at Bishan and took 88 to Downtown East for the Chalet. Didn't sleep for the second night in a row. Was supposed to watch the sunrise but ended up watching the sky brighten. So stupid. Slept until 1 and went with them to Changi Village for brunch. Came back, played some mahjong at the 4E2 chalet and left with Shang to Siling's place. Left her place at about 1930 and went back to the chalet. Where I was supposed to sleep early. But ended up playing and talking on e phone til about 4 am. Afterwhich I watched the ending part of Troy, the starting part of New Police Story, and slept.

Woke at about 8, packed my bags, did some stuff and went for breakfast with Kiat, Chris, Jinyi and her friend (not sure what was her name cause Chris kept on confusing me with his crap as usual, haha). As I was very tired I decided to order 'Kopi-O Kosong Gao', which translates into Thick Coffee Black, No Sugar. So Kiat and Chris started saying that I should ask the 'Kopi Auntie' for Expresso Gao or Kopi-O Gan Phua Gao. And much more lame shit. Haha. Started laughing like crazy and almost ended up with stitches. Finished breakfast, left Kiat and the girls at the bus stop and went to Radiers. Went home after Raiders and rewatched Troy. Now I'm feeling bloody tired.

Oh yes! Before I go, I said above that I would ELABORATE on something that Kiat, Leb, Chris and I talked about at the Merlion. Well, it's about this PERSON. You see, IT is a FLIRT. IT is a BACKSTABBER. IT is an ASSHOLE. IT is a TWO-FACED BASTARD (quoting from another's blog). IT thinks getting a NUMBER of girlfriends at the same time is good. IT is a SELF-CENTERED COCKSUCKER. IT deserves nothing less than to be FLAYED, BOILED, CASTERATED, HANGED and then SHOT. IT is lower than the VIRUS that INFESTS the BACTERIA that FEEDS on the FUNGI that grows on the FAECAL WASTE from a DUNG BEETLE. IT's description can basically be summarised as a typical FUCKER. I do not want to dirty myself by typing IT's name. But you might be able to guess who IT is. If you still aren't able to, go check my links. For more infomation please check with me personally. Haha.

At times I wonder why I bother. At times I wonder why I try. At times I wonder why I care. At times I wonder why things never seem to turn out right, no matter what I do. At times I wonder why life seems so meaningless. At times I wonder what I have done to deserve the things that happen. At times I wonder why life is unfair. At times I wonder why some people are so cruel. At times I wonder why some people are so uncaring. At times I wonder why I have mood swings. At times I wonder why I am feeling what I am feeling. At times I wonder... I wonder... I wonder...

Thats what has happened the past few days, starting to get the blogging bug back. But thats all I have now. Buaiz! Justin Out!

2004-11-21T15:57:00.000+08:00

The O's have ended. My modem is fixed. And I'm so happy.

2004-10-15T20:04:00.000+08:00

Was pretty set to not blog until the O's were over. But due to influence, I've decided to type a line or two. So what do I talk about? Oh yes, how I have been doing. Since the last time I blogged. Got back Prelim results. Realised that time's getting wasted when I waste it. Found out that I have TWO WEEKS left before IT arrives. Hoping that I wouldn't get a nervous breakdown or a writer's block when I sit down to do the papers. Thats about it.

Got 6 A's and a B for my Prelims. I guess it's quite acceptable and I'm not trying to show off or anything, cause there are definitely more than a hundred other people who have like 8 or 9 A's. So there. Got 8 for my L1R5, but I'm not sure which JC to go for my first three months. Any suggestions? Thinking about ACJC or CJC, but I don't know.

Meanwhile, I've been trying to prepare for the O's by trying to study. Sometimes it get's done. Othertimes it does not. Tried studying all through the night, starting at 10 pm ( Had tuition from 730 - 930 before that. ) and studying all the way until 6 am. Before sleeping for 45 mins and going to school. It was a unique experience to say the least. But weird some how as I didn't feel tired all through school, and while I was studying with friends after. Might want to try it again sometime.

Pretty afraid of the O's now, feeling as though I haven't prepared enough and everything. So far I've practiced only two subjects, English and Chemistry. Starting to understand AMath and hope I'll comprehend all the others by the time the O's arrive. Considering about not revising EMath too, but I think I shouldn't be complacent. Might as well do it just so I don't make stupid mistakes. And to prove to HER that I don't need her to get an A1. By HER I'm refering to my EMath teacher. Why the sudden antipathy towards HER you might ask? Because she's a self-centered, unreasonable, overbearing, irrational and utterly insane woman. I don't want to put the reason here as you might get the wrong picture. Come ask me if you're curious.

Meanwhile, I'm wondering why I'm slogging so hard for some almost meaningless certificate. Considering that during the EMath June paper this year, Cambridge 'modded' the marks required for an A1 to 45/100. Unbelievable don't you think? Maybe I got it wrong or something, but thats the way it is. But my point is, if the grades can so easily be manipulated, do you think that people actually take the GCSE Ordinary Level Examination seriously? Well, what ever. I've got to do it, so I guess I better do it well.

Alright, I think it's quite alot more than a line or two, and I've alot more to talk about but thing is I had better be going now. Wish me luck for the coming exams, I hope I wouldn't need it. Pray that I do it well and get straight A1's yeah? Haha. Okay, good night. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-09-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS ARE OVER!!! TIME FOR SOME SLEEP!!! Hope I can get some anyway, getting my results tomorrow. All the best to me! Haha, blog another time. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-09-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to find some time to blog during this week. Stupid blogger hanged and there went my previous, half-finished, entry. So here goes (again).

Went to Ubin on the 5th. If you've been to Ubin, heard people talking about it or even watched the television, you'd know that most people who go to Ubin cycle. Which was what most of the people I went with did, but do you know what I did? I walked. For about 2 hours. By myself. And my trusty Mp3 player. Which helped to lessen the boredom of walking alone. After everything, it still is an interesting experience.

Studied with a couple of people on Monday and Tuesday, nothing much else besides that.

Went to the National Skin Center on the 8th for my check up and medications. The doctor chided me for not using my night cream, so I'd better get back to using it. After that went to have breakfast and lunch. Then left for school as I had Bio at 1230. When I reached school it was only 1050, so I spent the time waiting constructively by revising my AMath. Before I knew it it was already 1250 and neither Mr Peterson nor any of my classmates came into my class yet. So I packed my things and talked to the AVA room and what did I see? Almost everyone was already there and they thought I was late! When I was there at 1050. Nice. Bio was naturally boring, so after that I went to the gym. Was tiring as usual but I'm contented. After gym I went to the barber to get my hair cut. Haven't cut my hair for almost 2 months and it was starting to feel irritating. So I decided to change my haircut, and shave my head. Not until I look like a skinhead of course, just shorter then normal. And that I did, it took longer than I expected. But after the whole affair my head felt real cool. And light, surprised how different I look with really short hair. Haha. At least I can say that I've shaved my head before, though its going to take more then 2 months for it to grow to it's orginal length again. After the haircut I went to watch 'Bourne Supremacy' at Orchard. After which I came home and crashed. Been sleeping really late the past week, almost always in the early morning. Can't seem to find enough time to do everything each day.

Woke up at 745 today, got changed and left for school. Was supposed to be in school by 800 for the Emaths mock exam, but by the time I reached it was already 815. So went in and got a scolding from Mrs Koh, what's new? After maths I went to Orchard with Chris, Rui Qin, Zurike and Jinyi. Walked around abit, gave some advice on some things, though I ain't the best person for the job, but as she ain't there I guess I have to help now don't I? Met up with some others for lunch. Then left for citylink to see some bags with Chris and another person. Looked at some stuff then the person left. Afterwhich Chris and I decided to walk to Suntec and see if there were any shows to watch. Turned out that the next earliest one was too late for us, so we walked all the way back to the bus stop to take a bus back. By the time I was on the bus I was too tired to even think. And after I sat down, I closed my eyes and I slept. One of the very few times in which I sleep on a public bus, or any bus not going to Malaysia for that matter. Show's how sleepy I was. Met my mom for dinner and now I'm back. Nothing much to type about now, so I'm going to leave. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-09-08T23:52:00.000+08:00

Can't seem to find time to blog now. Even though I have a fair amount to say sometimes. Have to blog soon, or my entries will start getting old. But that time won't be now, because I have to go. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-09-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wow, what a tiring day today.

Woke up at 9:15 am because I was supposed to meet Joan to go study at 10:30. So got ready and met her on a 162, took the same bus as her. Went to Library@Orchard to study, even though we weren't supposed to study there I couldn't care less. Noone chased us away anyway. So I made her do about 70 chemistry questions, which I went through with her when she finished. But 70 questions would take some time to do, and I didn't feel like studying yet, so I went to get The Far Side by Gary Larson. Satirical humor. But really tickles the funny bone. Haha. Had to leave at 2 not because they chased us away, but because there was going to be some funtion or other and they had to use the space.

Left to have lunch at Marche, had fried calamari, rosti with sausage and tempura fish. Was good as always. After all that Joan still had some space of dessert, so she went to get chocolate ice-cream. But I felt like some mashed potatoe, so went to get some. After eating half of it I felt like puking so I stopped at that. Then we started to 'play' with the mashed potatoe, ended up putting about 2 tablespoons of salt and a tablespoon of pepper into it. Which, after mixing, became a brown muck. Totally disgusting. Then Joan dared me to have a full spoon of it. Well, you should know me, not wanting to back away from a dare, I did it. Damn it was sick! It felt worse then eating plain salt, was quite surprised that my tongue didn't shrivel up. And even after washing my mouth with copious amounts of water, the salty taste still lingered. So after that we decided to leave as we did not want to be associated with the mess we left on the table. So off to the cashier, who scanned the cards and then the bill came up to $38.20, which would work out to about $19.10 a person? But Joan so kindly decided to pay for me! Such a nice person she is don't you think? Haha.

After lunch we walked to Orchard MRT station to take a train to Changi to meet Wilmer to study. Some things happened which I'd rather not talk about during the transition from Orchard to Changi. When we reached Changi Station we decided to wait inside for Wilmer to arrive as he was on the next train. But then there was this man who came up to us and told us that we were not allowed to wait inside. And when we insisted he threatened to charge us $2 for overstay. But we called his bluff, and stayed on. After Wilmer arrivived we went to the exit, but Joan was stopped by the man again for some wierd reason or other. I'd already scanned my card so I couldn't stay on to listen. After we got back together again we went to Burger King to study.

After about 3 hours there we decided to leave, so we took the sky train to Terminal 1 to take 53 back to Bishan. Which was quite fast, only TWO bloody hours! Thank Providence for SMS and my Mp3 player. When we finally reached Bishan I was so shagged that I stumbled of the bus as though I was drunk, with fatigue that is not alcohol. After that I went with Wilmer to have dinner, Joan didn't follow cause she was feeling anti social at that time. Pity for her don't you think? Haha, well after that I went home and crashed. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-09-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today was the Teacher's Day Holiday, so got the chance to wake up late. Or so I thought.

Ended up waking at 9am today, because thats the time I set my phone to ring at? Was quite groggy due to the lack of sleep. Then remembered that I had an appointment at 10am, that got me going. Had a light breakfast, a slice of bread with 4 tablespoons of chunky peanut butter and half a bowl of bran. Then I had second thoughts about meeting so early, as my mom just said that the library openes at 12 noon. Got me thinking, why in the world does a LIBRARY open at 12 noon? Shouldn't it open earlier? If other government run buildings can open at 9am, I don't see why the library has to open at noon. Anyway, I sent a message to Qingwen telling her not to meet so early, but her cell was switched off, so she didn't recieve my message immediately. I had nothing else to do so I went to change and pack my bag. Qingwen finally recieved my message at 9:45, just as she was leaving, so I told her to forget about the message and meet as planned.

Finally met at 10:30 and took the MRT to Woodlands. Reached there at 11:00 and walked around until it was noon. Then we went back to the library, and walked into a whole multitude of people. All waiting for the moment the library gates would open. And when it did, they all thronged in. All rushing to get the best seats in the house, building, library, what ever. So went in and got started. Studied until 4:45pm then we left the library to get something to eat. Had some pizza and pasta at Pastamania then came back to Bishan in a hurry because I had tuition at 7:30pm and it was already 6pm by the time we left.

Had 'Yong Tau Hu' for dinner, about 30 mins after I had lunch. Finished everything except the noodles, was pretty full by then. And didn't have much time before I had to leave. When we reached Ms Ng's place we wished her a Happy Teacher's Day and got started with our work. All of a sudden she bring's in some coke for us to drink, it's teacher's day and she's treating us? Wow, little did I know that it was just the beginning. As we were halfway into tuition, Ms Ng suddenly came in with a box from Canadian Pizza. Surprisingly only one student other than Aaron and I ate it. Well, less eaten means more for me! And after the class finished we had a competition to see who could eat the fastest. Even with a 5 second headstart Aaron lost to me! Now that's called skill. Had a total of 4 slices, half a pizza, come to think of that. Still quite full actually. Well, it's getting late, early actually, if you get my drift. Now see y'all. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Kiat!

Yes, its Kiat's 16th birthday today. Finally. And it's teacher's day too. So there were quite alot of things happening today.

School started with ACES. Wasn't coordinated very well so it naturally ended up in chaos. And it was quite a stupid routine too, so at about midway I decided that I should leave the parade square, to spare myself the torture. And that I did. Walked out, literally from under Mrs Kong's nose. Then went to walk around school for awhile, saw the amount of prefects patrolling the area and decided to go back. Didn't want to cause too much trouble.

After ACES ended we went back to class. To do some survey on the school and stuff. After the survey we had free time until 10:45, so I went to the library to have something to eat. Why was there food in the library? It was so as the PSG catered breakfast for the teachers. So I helped finish the leftovers.

At 10:45 we went to the hall for the 'BPS Idol' finals. The performers, although not perfect, truly have guts. How many will dare to sing solo infront of 800 people or so? And with a touch of barbarians in the group for the fun of it? Not many I promise. We were supposed to give some trophies and sunflowers to our teachers after the performance finished, but in the end there wasn't enough time to do it, so we gave it to them after everyone was dismissed.

After all that singing, dancing, drumming and strumming. Aaron and I went to the Home Ec. room to attend a meeting on what to plan for the graduation night. And after the meeting I took a bus to Ang Mo Kio to meet Diane, Amanda and WZ at Seoul Garden to have lunch. Afterwhich we walked around Central talking about stuff, then I headed home with Amanda.

Went home, got changed and left to meet Kiat and the rest at Ang Mo Kio Central Mac's. Met them and left for Chomp Chomp at Serangoon Gardens. Waited for some place to sit, and when we finally got one I went to order 'Hokkien Mee'. When it finally came it tasted pretty good. When everyone had finished eating we decided to play a game. We started mixing all the leftovers together with some sugarcane juice. And played a number game to find out who will be the 'lucky' one to have a taste of it. Turned out that it was me. Great is it not? I'm always the one who'd get it. But it was not a problem. I willingly had a taste of the 'Chapp' ( As Kiat calls it. ), it tasted, unusual. A fusion of tastes deviating away from the conventional perception of what a permissible flvour should be like. Plainly put, it tasted revolting.

We played it for a few more rounds with many people getting to sample the 'great' taste. And I was the one fated to get it again. But this time I was prepared for it and wasn't afraid of the taste. The last one to get it was the one who was the most cruel, she was the one who started the mixing in the first place. Haha. What goes around, comes around. But it's all in the name of fun, so no hard feelings.

After that we went walking around the place and then I had to leave abruptly as I remembered that I bought some mee for my parents. So I went home. And here I am. So now I'm really tired. Got to go. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Wow, what a long time since I last blogged. Why so? Cause nothing out of the ordinary actually happened? Thats why I didn't want to waste my time typing the same thing over and over again. Instead I did more constructive, such as playing online games. Haha. So now, I'm going to blog for today, why? Because it's Chris's birthday. And we did more things than normal.

Had Biology Prelim Practical today, wasn't all that bad. Or so I'm thinking. Did not plot my graph properly or label my diagram correctly too for that matter. Guess I'm starting to think twice now. Haha. Was held in the library after that.

Went to Prata House with Aaron after school to have lunch before going home to change. Changed then met Aaron, Kiat, Caleb, Chris and Zurike at the bus stop opposite our school. Was supposed to catch a 4:45 pm show at Cineleisure. But ended up reaching there at 4:45, so luckily we managed to get tickets for the 5:15 show instead.

AVP, a truly interesting show. Although I spent the first 30 minutes of the movie with my hand over my eyes, and the next 45 minutes with my legs blocking the screen, I managed to understand the plot to a large extent. True to it's name, the show is literally about Aliens being pitted against the Predators. And the humans in the show were just pawns, used to spawn the Aliens and just to add some gore to the already bloodthirsty movie. This was so as 90% of those who entered the pyramid were slaughtered in a matter which very closely resembling penned cattle. No room for escape, and little chance of resistance. As if they were not used as a means for the Aliens to spawn, they would be systematically picked off, one-by-one, by the ruthless Predators. These Predators have an amazing array of weapons in which to hunt the animalistic Aliens. Foot-long claws whose blades can rotate 180 degrees. Disk-like blades which almost always return when throwed. Double-edged pikes which can pierce clean through Alien, and human, skin, exoskeleton, flesh and bone. Shoulder-borne 'turrets' that swivel and launch balls of blue fire. And last but not least, as a final option, a self-destruct timer that would destroy anything within it's blast radius of a few 100 meters.

Went to school to 'study' after the movie, for only about 30 minutes or so? Then went opposite to Zurike's house to have dinner. Ordered pizza. Had 3 slices and played Dai Dee for the last slice, had horrible cards so I didn't get it. After lazing around for sometime I came home. And now here I am. So I've got to go sleep now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Sigh, still having to go to school everyday. Didn't do much as usual, Mrs Koh and Mrs Tan didn't come to school today. So we had 4 free periods. Good thing was that there was PE today. So spent the whole 2 periods playing badminton, and TRYING, but failing, to teach Qingwen a better way so serve. So that I wouldn't have to run all over the place.

Got back my Physics and Geog marks today, barely scrapped an A1 for Physics, didn't study for it. Got average marks for Geog again, can't seem to do better than normal. Okay, I pledge to really start studying for my coming Prelims. So I won't screw them up.

After school I went to Bishan Gym by myself, cause I got deserted again by Chris. But it was quite enjoyable, as the place had less people than normal. So most of the equipment was free to use. After I finished it was pouring, so I went to the Cafe to have a drink and wait for the downpour to subside a little.

Cooked dinner today. It was perfect! And I haven't been cooking for quite a long time. The sauce was great, and so was the pasta. Had 2 large servings, sigh, how am I going to lose weight if I keep on doing this? After dinner I went for tuition and now I'm back, quite a boring day today. Oh yes! I have a double promotion! I'm now a GREEN belt! Is that cool or is that cool? Haha, pity I won't be going back to Judo for quite awhile. Well, that's about it then. Buaiz! Justin out.

2004-08-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

I think using the 'Large' font size is abit too big, looks really wierd. Hard to read too, so I'm going to try using normal for once.

First thing's first. It's Aaron's birthday today! Happy Birthday to you! I would be typing the 'Happy Bitrhday' song here but I bet you've heard it more than 16 times? So I wouldn't bother. ( Attach soundtrack for 'Happy Birthday' here. ) Anyway, congrats on becoming 16! You can watch NC-16 movies. Among other stuff. Haha.

I have my Mp3 player back! Now I don't have to stone while commuting. I can stone and listen to Mp3's, so people will think I'm in a trance! Not trying to pick a fight by staring at people. My mom helped me get it serviced, but instead of doing that, the people at Creative gave me a whole new Mp3 player, excluding the cables and the battery. But the bad thing was that I had to load all the songs again! The time wasted, took almost a whole 10 minutes! I LOVE USB 2.0! Haha.

So listened to it all the way to school today. Which turned out to be... Boring. Or maybe it's because I didn't have anything to do. Skipped CLB today though, cause almost all the other classes were having their Prelim practicals and our class wasn't. So I told the teacher that they had their Prelims and weren't going to turn up. Anyway, ended up without CLB today! Haha.

Time passed pretty slowly until Physics ended. Then it was time, to 'STACK' Aaron! Since it was his birthday today, and we were going to treat him to Sakae Sushi, we deserve something in return don't we? So after some cajoling, he agreed. And down he went, fast. Then I jumped onto him, and the rest followed my example by jumping onto ME. Hello? I'm NOT supposed to be getting my ribs crushed here? Stupid. Anyway, he ended up getting his head knocked onto the floor. Not because of me, because of ZG.

After school I left for home with Kiat and Aaron. On the way out of the gate guess who I saw? Jun Long. Back from Canada. Talked to him for awhile, then took a bus back home, meeting them at 3:30 at Sakae.

Total of 10 people went to have lunch today. We decided to have a contest, to see which team of 5 could have the most number of plates of sushi, or anything else that you could eat, worth $1.90. My team consisted of Kiat, JL, ZG, Chris and Me. The other, weaker, team had Allen, Aaron, Hui Huang, RQ and Jeff as their members. Guess who won? Us. With a collective total of 96 plates. We decimated the competition. Even though they had the best individual eater, Allen, who downed a grand total of 25 plates. No match.

After that bout of competitive eating, we were full to bursting. And some of us almost did. Walked around as though we were drunk. Haha. Went to Muji and saw the bean bags they were selling. Wow! Really very cushy and comfortable! But it's abit on the expensive side. Haha. So after walking around for abit, Kiat and I went to school to study abit before going home. Finished studying at 9pm cause the library had to close, came home. And here I am!

Totally tired, though I had alot of fun. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

Doing a combined blog again as I didn't have the time to do it on Friday.

Friday.

Now what did I do on Friday? Can't really remember actually, don't even know why I'm blogging for Friday. Haha. Another boring school day I guess. Tried to study for Geog test during MT but ended up playing games on my friend's friend's cell. Geog test didn't turn out all that hard in the end, mostly needing logical answers. Less memorising. Now this are tests that I like! Haha.

After school went to Thomson Plaza to have lunch with my mom, then went home to rest for awhile then go back to school to study. Left my house at about 6 while there was still a light rain, was supposed to meet Kiat and Weiling to study. So took the bus, and Weiling got on too. So we went to school together, saw Ms Lim, Mr Yeo and Ah Hu. Said hello to the two teachers and not to the ass-HU-ole. Proceeded to the library to study.

Studied for about 2 hours before we started losing concentration, luckily I completed almost all the things that I went there to do. Was talking to Kiat when he told me that Ah Hu said that we weren't allowed to wear our 'outside' clothes, we had to wear something associating us with the school, may it be our class t-shirts or anything else. Don't see why they should make such a big fuss about it when our intentions are pure. We spend time to go to school to study and you're restricting us? That is so retarded.

After studying, Kiat, ZG, Chris, Caleb and I took a 162 to Ang Mo Kio to have something to eat. When we actually got a place to sit and gone to get things to eat, only ZG, Kiat and I bought food. And did we wait long for it. But it was time well spent, the food was heavenly. Gigantic portion of deep fried chicken breast, generous serving of crinkle-cut fries and a liberal amount of baked beans, straight from the can. What more can I ask for? Besides a larger hunk of chicken of course, I can never get enough, even with the bird flu virus crap going around.

After that satisfying, more or less anyway, meal. We went to the arcade nearby. Played a few games then went home. Reached home at a time close to 12, and was totally drained. Thats why I couldn't blog. So thats my Friday.

Saturday.

Woke up at a mind numbing 7 am today, numbing due to the fact that I slept at 1 this morning. Rushed to get changed and left my house, as I was supposed to meet Kiat and ZG for breakfast. So met them at Prata House and got breakfast. It took almost 15 minutes for them to serve me ONE plain prata. And there was scarcely anyone there at all. Bad service! Haha. After which we left to go to school, decided drop by Aaron's house as ZG had a stomach upset. So called in advance, just as we were getting onto the lift, and he agreed. After meeting him we left for school. Had Chem and Physics tests today.

Got this year's June Papers for both tests today, easier that my wildest imagination. Totally surprised. But I think that the November Papers will be killers. Hope not but that's how it'll probably turn out to be. After finishing the tests I went to Bishan Gym with Siti, Weiling and Zilin, Eric went too due to Zilin's invite. Worked out for 2 hours before we left.

Met ZG at Toa Payoh Stadium, which unsurprisingly turned out to be the venue of some netball competition. So we spent the next 3 hours looking for a place to play badminton, which in the end, was unrewarding. So just went to eat lunch, at 5. After that I left the two and went to my Gramma's house for dinner.

Had kababs for dinner again. Wasn't all that bad. Then I came home, got cleaned up, and started using the computer. Turns out that my brother decided that we shouldn't be using Internet Explorer anymore, so he changed to something called 'Mozilla Firefox' what ever that's supposed to mean. Now all my favourites and things are gone. Shit. And I noticed how small my blog's font is. Better go change it to something bigger now. Totally tired, so I'd better go rest. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Another monotonous day in school again.

Almost late for school today, I had to run all the way from the bus stop again, but luckily I didn't end up all out of breath and sweating when I reached my class. Lessons today set an all new standard for 'boring-ness'. We did practically nothing during almost all of the lessons. Almost everything was 'self-study'. Don't see the point in going to school if you can do the exact same thing at home, and most probably achieve even better results if you were disciplined enough. But enough with that, just have to make do with what I have now after all.

Got this year's Biology June Paper today, the questions were quite straight shooting actually. Didn't have much thinking to do, but now I'm worried that the November paper will be a killer. Just have to prepare more for it thats all. Did another English cluster paper during my free time, and let loose during recess and CME by playing 'Dai Di' and 'Murderer'. Quite childish for a Sec 4 person to play 'Murderer' but why should I care? It's fun.

Went to my CLB classroom to have a good nap after that. You should really try arranging 4 tables in a row, without any gaps inbetween them. Then lying on them spread eagle. With a cap covering your face. Having the nap of your life! Haha. Felt quite sleepy after that though.

After school went to Thomson Plaza with Kiat and the 3 girls for lunch. After eating at the food court, we decided to go to Swensen's for dessert. Topless 5 for $1.60? How can you beat that? So I had Peanut Butter, Sticky Chewy Chocolate, Rum and Raisin, Mocha Almond Fudge and Frosted Chocolate Malt ( names might differ from menu, but that's what I remembered them as. ). They were delectable to the palate, and totally yummy. Though I'd probably get diabetes if I continue doing this for much longer. So after we finished our dessert I left for home.

During the period from the time that we were going to Swensen's until the time we left, there was this person with us who was completely silent. Not a single word uttered during the whole half hour. Why? Because I stopped in the midst of getting off the escalator, while I was standing infront of her. So just because of that she starts to fume. Well, I think the word for that is PETTY. What's wrong with someone stopping infront of you, and you walking into them? If you don't open your eyes big enough, don't blame the person. Is it his fault if you're a dense and daffy dim-wit? I think not.

So I went home, used the computer a little, did a few sit-ups. Got changed, had a light snack and then left to go to Thomson Plaza to meet Kelly. Gave her her belated birthday present, talked for awhile then left to meet Kiat and Aaron at the bus stop outside school.

After I met them, we went to the library to study until 9, Zurike joined us at about 7. After studying we left the library. Boy, does the school look different at night! Went to do our 'business' in the girl's toilet as it was more convenient than the guy's washroom. After which we went to the school's sculpture do take some photos, while we did some stunts that would most probably get us expelled, if we were to do that in the morning or afternoon.

After which we proceeded to KPT for a late dinner/early supper. This time I pulled out all the stops, and challenged the 'Whole Spring Chicken' that was being sold by the Golden Rooster. After a long, arduous, bitch of a fight, I emerged from the smoke. Victorious. Alright, alright. Fine, it was only one spring chicken and I gave one wing to Zurike ( cause Chris asked me too) , but can't I make it sound dramatic? It's MY blog. But anyhow, the chicken was great. Though the breast meat was totally dry and stringy. I felt quite contented after that, and only asked to sample a morsel of the 'Hokkien Mee' that Aaron was having, which turned out to be pretty good. After I finished eating, Chris went to order a plate of 'Hokkien Mee' too, to share with Zurike. And when it came I was shocked, the stupid dumbass of a dork went to ask for extra lard. It was as though he was eating 'Lard with noodles' instead of 'Noodles with lard'. Either that, or the cook thought that a liberal amount of lard ment that it had to be enough to give you a heart attack, by you just setting your eyes onto it. Aaron and Kiat's friends came to meet us about a quarter hour after that, so we talked for awhile and then decided to leave for home. Came home and now here I am, infront of the computer. Took 52 minutes to type this up?! Can't believe it, even though it's 12:22 am now. Anyway. Buaiz! Justin Out.

Live life to the fullest. It's so short why worry? There are many fish in the ocean, if you can't hook a specific one, there will still be millions. ( unless a freak meteor comes and eradicates all life on Earth but you. )

2004-08-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

First time going to school in a long time, without listening to tracks on my Mp3 being blasted into my ears. It was an interesting experience.

School's getting more routine by the day, enter the gates, go to class, revise, go home. Don't see why we actually go to school anyway? Since we could do what we do at home.

So they have agreed to leave the library open until 9 pm everyday. Encouraging us to stay back and study, I guess it's quite helpful of them to provide us with a place to study. But thing is we can't eat there. Guess you can't have everything now can you? I might be making use of it tomorrow.

Stayed back after school today, went to the library to do some English. Spent three quarters of the time reading about cooking. Haha. After that I went to KPT with Rui Qin to have lunch, at 5 pm. FINALLY managed to try the 'Half-Spring Chicken' at Golden Rooster. Not all that expensive actually, and it was really flavoursome, spices were very liberally sprinkled onto it. So all in all it was a good experience. Haha.

Some people just don't get it do they? Maybe they're just too dense to realise it? Or maybe just plain stupid. I'm going with the latter. Haha. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

School was plain boring today.

Nothing interesting happened before recess. Went through some papers. Didn't do that bad for my Chemistry Paper 2 Section B though. The only one I did not fail at. So that was pretty satisfying.

The periods after recess were really mind numbing. Too much facts that my brains were saturated with information before the first period was even over. They had probably crystalised already, that's maybe why I felt so like a slug the whole time. Well, during Amath my Mp3 player hanged while Mathu was listening to it. And it hasn't changed since! It wouldn't even reset after I took out the battery. Stupid really, now I think I'll have to go to the service center to get it fixed. Crap.

Went to Junction 8 with Celina, Weiling and Qingwen after school. Was pretty quiet the whole time, thinking about stuff, among other things. Bought a present for Kelly, belated one that is. Haha. After that, came home at about 5 plus. Changed, had dinner and left for tuition. Which was quite fun today.

Things haven't changed underneath it all. Visually it might have, but I'd know better. Can't say I'm not working to change things, maybe you just don't want them changed. Maybe I should just forget about it? It's not my problem anyway now is it? Haha. So I'm just going to leave it at that. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Back to school after the weekend.

Quite a boring day in school today. Arm was hurting the whole, and a few insensitive people even tugged at it. Lamed with Chris during Social Studies, surprised that I didn't get kicked out of class by Ms Tan. During CLB I tried to tie toilet paper to the ceiling fan again. But it was stopped by the teacher, cause she pulled onto the paper that was hanging down, and it tore. Couldn't get more because we ran out of toilet paper.

After school went to Swensen's to eat ice-cream, 5 scoops for 1.39. Pretty worth it don't you think? So I managed to try almost every flavour they stocked, when I shared with Aaron, Amanda and Siti of course. 20 scoops of ice-cream, but some tasted really revolting. Like antibiotics gone bad or something. But managed to finish it all anyway.

Went home for lunch after that. Then went to catch 'House of Flying Daggers' at Causeway Point. The show was, wierd? There was NO plot at all, or it was so thin that I would probably be able to read an insurance settlement through it. A quarter of the time was wasted watching the actors jumping about/riding their horses/sword-fighting. Another quarter went to them talking about some 'mission' and bickering over Zhang Ziyi. And the rest of the show was watching Zhang Ziyi getting fondled/smooched/pecked/sucked/screwed by the two male leads. Honestly, I didn't pay $6.50 to watch all that nonsense you know. If I was so desperate I could just go online or something. Plain stupid.

After the show I went to have dinner and now I'm back home. Worried about some stuff, not sure what to do. And not what you think. Haha. Well, I'm going now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

I'll do a combined blog today, cause I didn't have the time to blog yesterday.

Saturday.

Woke up early today and went to school for my Physics Mock. Didn't study for it so naturally my results weren't that good. Ended up 'checking' answers during the exam. Couldn't help it! Well, its not counted anyway so why all the fuss eh? Was supposed to go to the gym after that, but the two people I was supposed to go with decided to call it off without telling me. But I'm wouldn't get put off just because of that and went to Bishan Gym by myself. Left about 2 hours later because my muscles were aching, but pain is good. It shows that you're alive. Had lunch and went home after that.

So, I did it. Not a coward. Managed to get some questions answered. But still had many of them left hanging. Don't see why its so hard to answer them? Didn't reherse the reasons? How would I know? So, now just waiting to see if it'll happen again. Just wait and see.

After that I went straight to sleep cause I was dead on my feet.

Sunday.

Woke up at 6 today. Cause I had to go for another Judo Championship. So met Shang at 7, and took a 24 to Bedok Sports Hall. When we arrived there it was about 8, and there were about 8 people there and the form said that the weighing in was supposed to start at 8! Unbelievable. So anyway, got changed, changed our sitting position cause we couldn't hear the announcer's announcements clearly, got out bout lists and got perpared to spar.

Shang went first, lost. My turn. Bout 20. Entered the dojo. Bowed to my opponent. And off we went. First 20 seconds weren't all that bad, quite even actually. After that was the killer. My opponent entered for a throw, I blocked, he forced his way in, I tripped, landed wrongly, sprained my shoulder, he caught me in a holding, I tapped. The pain! I think only being kicked in the testicles can compare to it. I was literally writhing on the ground. Bowed to him, left the dojo. After which I collapsed onto the floor. It took about 5 minutes for the pain to subside, and my opponent even came to tell me he was sorry. Quite nice of him I guess. Decided that I wasn't going to play the repechage cause I didn't want to injure my arm further. Waited for Shang to play his repechage, but ended up that he didn't have one. So lame, what a waste of time.

Left the place when it was over. Went to Ang Mo Kio to eat. Now I'm back home. Sigh, still can't move my arm much. Stuck to typing. Even picking up a cup hurts. Sigh. Thats life. So anyway, got to eat dinner now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

Another normal school day, as normal as boring could get.

Mr Peterson called me up this morning, in the assembly area to talk to me about something, apparently he wants me to pass my CLB. And he dismisses the fact that I haven't passed Chinese, without external assistance, since primary two. I'll just wait and see what comes up.

Spent almost the entire day in class, talking to Mathu about something, and something else. Though she can be blur at times, she's pretty responsive. During Emaths we saw a couple of boys from our school, running in the canal next to our school. I think they were having their PE or something, or maybe they ran away from school? Got back some test marks today, plain lousy. Did some stupid stuff during CLB period today. I tied some toilet paper to the fan and switched it on, then we proceeded to fall into a trance-like state, as we were mesmerised by the symmetrical, circular path it exhibited whilst it twirled through the air. Or something like that.

Spent sometime worrying about the 'Peska Sukan' competition this Sunday. Even though just a participation would guarantee me a colour's award, would I want to risk getting my arm broken or getting killed? And before the incoming O-Levels too, something that I've wasted countless hours preparing for.

After lunch I got changed and went to Causeway Point to watch 'Collateral'. Was quite ok, though abit on the violent side. But throughly enjoying, and it got me thinking about something or other. Just realised that I've used the word 'something' about seven times, eight actually, must really like using it, or maybe cause it doesn't have any synonyms.

The show I've watched and an E-mail I just read has got me thinking, should I just do it? Forgive and forget? But what if it happens again? Just admit my innermost feelings? How would I handle rejection? Or should I just let it slip by? Lose the chance? Knowing that I never tried? Yes, you may say 'Go for it!' and 'You've got nothing to lose!'. But then again, don't I? Won't I be seen in a different light? Things will never be the same won't it? Might I risk what I have for what I might not have? Now thats what's keeping me.

Phew! Long day today, finally got somethings (nine) off my chest. Got to ponder over things some more. So, buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

Quite a stupid day today. Mainly cause of English Oral, and some other things.

Went to school, brought some chocolate. Shared it with some people. Lessons were pretty boring today. O Level Chinese results got released today. There were only 4 A1's in the entire school and 6 A2's or something. But it didn't concern me so thats not my problem. Quite an uneventful school day.

Got dismissed at 1:30 pm to prepare for my O Level English Oral. I was the forth one to take it. Waiting for my turn seemed as though it took only a second. Spent 10 minutes preparing for it. I did not know how to discuss about the picture. Could not think about ANYTHING. When I went in I told the examiners that I was nervous, honest. Then I started reading. Wasn't all that bad if I say so myself. But I can't even BEING to describe how shameful my picture discussion went. I was at a total lost for words. It could be because that portion wasn't my forte, but that still wasn't any excuse. I got prompted THREE times! I am so going to fail. Halfway through that I almost had a nervous breakdown. But thats that I guess. Conversation was below expectations, but it was still beat by the picture discussion. Well thats that. I'd have to excel at my written paper if I'd ever dream of getting an A for English.

After the whole ordeal I met Kiat and Aaron at the library, where we studied Physics for a while. Left at 5 and came home. Now I'm waiting for Aaron to call, not sure if we're going out to study. So anyway, I'm going now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

First day back in school after the long holiday. Guess it was pretty eventful, so at least my mind wasn't really idle during the day.

Got back my Chemistry section B today, one word, pathetically pitiful. Well, at least I know that the marking was strict, but thats no reason to be happy. Alright, I won't dwell on that, whats over is over. PE was after Chemistry, changed in class and went opposite to have it. Played floor-ball. It was supposed to be a friendly game, but it was quite rough. My tackle brought Zhi Gang down, scrapped his knees on the ground. And out he went. Was pretty sorry for it, as it wasn't really intentional. Then after that slight pause we went back to the game. Not a moment later and Hui Huang got rammed by Sujeet or someone, obvious foul. So he was substituted out. Then play resumed. Our lead was taken away after a nice play by the green team. Then ten minutes ended. We played another game with the girl's team. Then I went to play badminton, after a few games it was time to go back to class.

Ms Lim did not turn up for Physics today so we had a free period before recess. Recess came. Recess went. English came, practiced for Oral with Mathu. Got quite a few things ironed out. Emath was after English. Had a transformation test, couldn't remember how to apply the formulae for shearing so I think I might have lost 6 marks. Well, didn't have Geography cause Steph let us go early, cause a third of us were going to have Oral. So I went to Mrs Lee to get the Amath paper to do during my detention. Yes, detention. Was today for me. But it passed pretty fast though. Aaron and Rui Qin was there too, though they didn't have to serve it. Talked about alot of stupid things, then before I knew it time was up. Time to go home.

Went home, used the computer a little, had dinner, got changed and went to meet Aaron. Tuition for 2 hours. Then back home again. Wow, quite a long day.

I'd like to ask you a question. Let's say someone's not talking to you for some reason or other, which you don't know about. And so you ask that person's friend about it. Now the friend understands and tells the person to talk to you and try to set things right. Now, how do you know whether the person is doing it willingly? Or could it be because of the friend, and that she wouldn't think twice about it if it wasn't for the friend? Not saying anything about anyone in particular. But just think about it.

Okay, back to a more joyful note. I'm going now! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-08-10T19:51:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging the past few days, cause there is nothing much to blog about. Bought a new cap though, not all that expensive. Aside from that I have been studying, well, not really actually. Just started today. Spent most of my time slacking, lazing around. Pondering about my meaningless existence. Things like that. Eating alot now. Sigh. Guess I'll go now, since there's nothing else to write about. Buaiz. Justin Out.

2004-08-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

Why the fuck must it be me? I find that I'm asking myself this, much more now, than before. Sometimes I feel ecstatic, but I feel as though I was cursed with always having melancholy in my life, now more often then ever. What have I done wrong to deserve a fate like this? Where have I erred? Is it my karma? How can a person wield so much power? I have no idea. Spent the past few days thinking over things. But the reason is still lost, not for me to discover. Things, I have to let be. Time may heal all wounds, but time is something I have none of.

Did one entry just now but there was an error so it could not be published. Sigh. Got detention today, over CLB, cause I skipped four lessons in a row. Was persuaded by Mrs Lee and my Mum to go for it. So I'll be going on the 11th. Got back my chemistry mock MCQ paper today, 31/40, horrible. Lots of careless mistakes. The person I had been tutoring failed, seems that I'm useless after all, or the person just needs another's help. Maybe I should just concentrate on my studies and forget everything else. I'm not all that sure about things now. Well thats that then. Buaiz. Justin Out.

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.

Happiness makes up in height for what it lacks in length.

Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.

Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods.

2004-08-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

Pretty alright on some days, pretty screwed up on others. Why is it like that? I don't know. External Factors. Not me.

2004-07-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

Didn't blog yesterday cause I felt that there was nothing much to write about. Just that there was this relief teacher who wouldn't let me use my Mp3 player during class, and he said that if I didn't like that I could go talk to the principal. Which was what I did after the period ended. From what I found out from Ms Tan, it seems that yesterday was his last day in our school. So I guess I shouldn't waste my breath trying to get him reprimanded, since he was gonna be sacked anyway. Oh yes, had some spelling mistakes in my previous entry, it's 'assessment' not 'assesment' sorry about that. Met Aaron and Chris in Burger King when I went to study, they skipped school. Aside from that nothing really out of the ordinary happened. So, back to today.

Quite a tiring day today, the fact that I slept at about 1 am this morning contributed quite a significant amount to it, and I also had to wake up at 6 am. Why do that on a Saturday? Chemistry Mock Exam. Yes, on a weekend. It could be because it is much quieter on a weekend I presume. Been busy studying for it, actually not really studying, but assisting another with her studying.

It wasn't really all that hard, only had a few questions that I wasn't very sure with. Though I can be sure that there would be a few careless mistakes made. Already lost a mark. Sigh. Then had the paper 2, not really difficult per se, but as in it required some thinking on my part. Can't wait for the marks to be released, even if it's only a mock.

After school was supposed to go to the gym and then swim with Aaron and Chris. But got deserted by Chris. So it was just Aaron and I, so when we reached Aaron called Qingwen to come help us sign in. So when she met us she said that she'd consider coming down to swim with us later, but after we were done with the gym we called her, and you know what? She said she couldn't go cause her mother asked her to study, how feeble a reason can you give?

Went to eat lunch after that, then came home and rested for an hour or so before going to my Grandmother's house for dinner. Watched abit of Shrek 2 and then came home. Now I'm so tired, and feeling as though my life should be better. Feeling as though I'm going to have a mood swing now, luckily I'm going to be sleeping in a while. Guess thats that. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

Oops! Didn't blog yesterday, cause there wasn't really much to talk about. Only that I got my height and weight taken, I'm 1 cm taller! And I've lost SIX kilograms since the start of the year! Is that amazing or what? Felt so good! Had an assesment during Chemistry, was really careless and I lost 4 marks for it. Well, after school went to study again, cause there is going to be a mock exam this Saturday. Didn't know that Ruffles actually cost $3.60 at NTUC, what a rip-off, though we got it in the end. Anyway, back to today.

Taking everything into account, it was quite a fun day today. Excluding that thing of course. DotZ.

Did another Chemistry assesment today, this time I checked through. Hope I get better results. Free period for English. Lab lesson for Biology today, quite boring. The solution actually went into the delivery tube, and it was smelly too. Spent CME talking, then the CLB teacher came in to tell us that there was a test today. Well, couldn't care about it anyway.

CLB was after CME, so went to class and took the test paper. Decided to sit next to Diane cause I assumed that she was one of the better one's at chinese in our class. But she ended up doing so slow and was jumping all over the paper that it was pretty hard to copy. So I decided to take the other, more dangerous, option. What was it? Bringing my test paper back to my class. Crazy? Not really, cause I've done it before. Anyway, here's what I did. Folded my paper and put it in my pocket. Took the teacher's pass, with her permission of course, and set off for my class. When I reached I took the paper out and asked my friends to 'assist' me in doing it, actually I jsut gave them the paper and pencil and let them write down the answers for me. After about 10 minutes I went back to the CLB class to share my treasure. And the teacher is actually stupid enough to think that I went to the toilet for 20 minutes, 5 minutes to my class. Totally fun!

After CLB I went back to class. This is when the stupid part of today started. When I reached my class they were playing 'Truth or Dare'. So I joined in as I thought it was a HARMLESS game, how wrong I was.

After a few rounds my friend ended up being the one having to choose. So she chose dare. And you know what they asked her to do? Hug me. You got that right, and the worse part is that the took pictures. Fucked up right? Sorry. During the entire ordeal my mind was totally blank. I was wondering what I have ever done to deserve such maltreatment. But I thought after that everything would go back to normal, WRONG.

So anyway, we went back to playing the game. Then I got it after a few more rounds. So I chose dare as I anticipated it to be something easy, or at least nothing as bad as the previous one, and I wasn't even supposed to be the one getting penalized. So they asked me to hold my friend's hand, the same one who hugged me, and walk past 4E2.

After that decided not to play anymore. Don't want to risk being the one getting it again. But So anyway, we went back to playing the game. Then I got it after a few more rounds. So I chose dare as I anticipated it to be something easy, or at least nothing as bad as the previous one, and I wasn't even supposed to be the one getting penalized. So they asked me to hold my friend's hand, the same one who hugged me, and walk past 4E2.

After that decided not to play anymore. Don't want to risk being the one getting it again. But after it all I really felt hollow. As though there was a vacuum inplace of my organs. As if my receptors were burnt to ashes and my motor neurons snipped. Pretty much feeling like I just had a lobotomy or I had had my soul sucked out of me. To the extent that I didn't know what was happening all around me until I heard my name being called.

Why was it called? Cause the a teacher was taking attendence for the AMC. Did it pretty quickly and then after it finished I went home. Got changed and left my house at 5:45 to meet Aaron and Chris for some 'Generals' and then to study. Could have won both Aaron and Chris if they had the courtesy to not surrender while we were halfway through. But anyway, after that we went to Burger King to have dinner and to study. At about 8:20, Zurike turned up. Apparently she was going to NTUC to get some stuff. Ended up studying with us because it was pouring outside. Finished studying at 9:30, bought bread, and went home.

All in all a pretty fun day if not for some parts of it, but I guess that was all in the name of fun. And I should have known that there was going to be a risk to playing such games. But other than that it was pretty alright, and no hard feelings right? So thats that then. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

Typical school day as usual. Alright, not all that typical but something in that range anyway.

Almost late for school again, luckily Mrs Tan was talking about something or other to the school so the gate was still left open.

During Chemistry practical we were making esters. Reactants were ethanoic acid and ethanol. Was supposed to smell both reactants so that we'd know how the smell of the product had differed from the reactants. Ethanol was pretty mild, smelt abit like, well, ethanol? Haha. But it was the acid that went straight to my brains. It smelt like vineger, but was much more pungent. Five feet away and it smelt as though I was drenched in it.

So anyway, mixed the reactants and let it heat while we sit back and let our lungs get rid of the fumes. But I got restless after awhile so I took some aluminium powder, mixed it with concentrated sulphuric acid and added silver nitrate. Nothing happened actually, the beaker just got warm and the aluminium powder started to clump together. Oh, and I got a scolding from Mr Chen. Haha.

Practiced oral for English again, skipped Chinese by staying in class. Had twisties for recess. Free period for Biology. Boring Physics practical. Did relative velocity for AMath, Mrs Lee's back! Took some photographs for the school magazine, pretty dumb. Had an EMath test, not all that bad though I didn't study.

Went to Thomson Plaza with Weiling and Qingwen to have lunch. Then went to Starbucks to study Chemistry, the study subject. Pretty alright I guess, though someone commented on my grammer. Seems that instead of putting 'Disaster struck', I put 'Disaster striked'. Or something of that magnitude anyway. Well, can't check the entire entry now can I? It's not all that convenient you know. Haha. Sides that everything went okay.

Went home to get changed and go out again. My mummy's birthday today! So we went to Fish & Co. Boy oh boy! Ordered so much that we couldn't finish. Was half-full even before my order came! And when it did I was stunned. Cause I have never ordered a 'Seafood Platter for Two' before. So it was colossal. Serious! It was even beyond my imagination, and I can imagine pretty wildly. And believe it or not, I couldn't manage to finish everything. Left a few chips on the skillet and about a scoop of rice. What a waste. But all in all the food was glorious, I want to go there again! Haha. Though I'm all stuffed now.

When we got the bill it came up to $93.45 which I was supposed to spilt with my brother as it was a treat for my mum and dad. But he ended up using his card, so I had to pay him in cash. Ended up giving him $50 instead of $47. My entire week's allowence gone, just cause I was being generous. Sigh. But it was worth it. Haha. Well, thats my day! Going to go now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

Boring day today.

Stayed at home and stoned. Went over to my Grand Ma's place for dinner. Had a great barbeque, fire was just right, food done perfectly. Compliments to the cook, me! Haha. But had too much to drink, so now my head's killing me. Must be the port. Sigh, tad tipsy now and really tired. So I think I'll leave it at that yeah? Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tired! And it's not actually 11:59 now, more like 1:30 am on the 25th.

Woke up at about 6:30, but it was raining so heavily. So the air was so cold, it was so downright wonderful that I stayed in bed for another hour. But I reluctantly got out of bed and went to shower to go to school. Why school on a Saturday you might say? It's cause we have Biology practical today.

For our practical we were supposed to soak a celery stalk and a piece of carrot in a dye so that you could see the stained xylem after a period of time. But I got scolded by Mr Peterson because I did not cut the carrot to the specified length, so it was almost totally submerged by the dye. So that part of the experiment was quite screwed up. But the celery was pretty good, at the end of the session the leaves had a tinge of red in them. Oh yes! We also had the chance to look through the mircoscope at the speciments after the experiment. Well, frankly speaking, I couldn't see much, cause if I didn't stain them with iodine they'd be transparent, and if I did they'd be too dark to see. Great ain't it? But I did manage to see some wierd liquid moving about in one of the carrot cells. Or maybe I was mistaken. Could have been.

So anyway, after the practical I went down to the foyer to wait for the rain to subside before meeting Aaron and then heading off to the gym/swimming pool at Qingwen's place. Waited for an hour before it actually started drizzling. Patience wore thin at that time so we decided to use the umbrella we had. Lame? Haha. Not really, cause even if we had left earlier Aaron wouldn't have been ready. Cause when we finished he was still sleeping! Probably a justified claim as it was really a great time to be in your bed with the covers up to your neck, cosy comfort!

So anyway, we finally met him and went to Mac's for a light breakfast, then off to the gym. Was at the gym for about an hour, but didn't really do all that much anyway. After we got fed up with messing around with the gym equipment, we changed and went swimming. We took sometime getting used to the temperature, as the water was so cold that it numbed you bones. Well, not all that bad but you'd get the picture.

So did some cannonballs and other lame stuff until disaster striked! Aaron was rushing to get out of the pool, so he grabed onto the ledge and jumped. His foot landed on the plastic grating that was covering the drain. And the grates broke. His leg was swallowed up by it. When he pulled it out there was a gargantuan piece of skin that was removed form it. It was bone white. Totally horrible. Bile was edging its way up my throat. Totally, utterly, positively gross. But first thing's first. Got some tissue to soak up the blood and clean the wound. Next thing in line was to go back swimming, and thats what we did. It was pretty uneventful after that. So showered and got changed after that.

When I got back I showered again as I was about to go to the school's concert. Ovure II or something, hope I didn't spell it wrongly, I'm a deplorable speller. So I left my house wearing a red collared shirt and blue jeans. And carrying my purple sling bag of course. But while I was washing up I felt dead on my feet, probably cause I swam too much, and in cold water too. So it's the most likely cause of me feeling all sapped.

Met my friends then we set off for Victoria Concert Hall. Pretty unnoteworthy journey there. Concert started, got pretty good seats. But there was this bird sitting infront of me with his spiked hair blocking my view. So I had to smack his head around a few times to get him to move it. Now on the the concert.

First couple of pieces by the band were great. But when the junior members came in it there were a few, six, blunders. Can't really fault them I guess, as some of them had just started getting aquainted to their instruments. After the band was done it was the choir's turn to take the stage. They started out all right, even surprised me once. But as time went by they went astray. I'll even go to the extent of saying that they ruined a couple of classics. But I guess the pressure is there, so I can't totally accuse them. They did their best. After the intermission it was another six pieces by the band. Pretty good. Then it was over.

Walked to 'Lau Pa Sat' for dinner. Honestly, the dish I bought was totally horrible. It totally looked like regurgitated excrement. I had no idea why I bought it. Ended up not finishing it, totally not like me to do that. Didn't have the appetite to eat though. Don't know why. But after that so called 'dinner' we took a bus to Far East Shopping Center to go to 'Starbucks' for drinks, and to meet Aaron.

Bought a 'Mango Frap' for myself, but it was totally sweet. Well, it helped as I was pretty hungry too. So we sat there from 10 to about 12:45. Talking about food, and other things related to food. Haha. Qingwen and Kelly had to leave at about 11:30 cause of some miscommunication that would eventually lead to castigation, though hopefully not. Haha.

So we sat there talking until 'Starbucks' closed. Then took the bus home. All in all, it was a very tiring day today. But really fun. So that's my day today then. Buaiz! Justin Out.

Love doesn't just sit there, like a stone; it has to be made, like bread, remade all the time, made new.
Ursula K. LeGuin

2004-07-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

School was quite boring today. Forgot to bring some speciments for Biology so had to borrow them. Ended up cutting and playing a fool with them while Qingwen did the drawings. Haha. What a horrible partner I am right?

During CME Ms Kok was quite irritated with our class cause while she was teaching practically noone was listening! But I, naturally, was listening. Haha, who am I kidding? Not myself I hope. Sorry about that. Anyway, left class at 12:20 to go to collect my trophy.

Reached the sports hall, watched the teams battle it out for 1st placing. Collected trophy. Took pictures. And now am back home. Going to leave soon because my brother invited us to a play. Thats why I'm typing like a retarded moron. Buaiz! Justin Out.

Not only is the universe stranger than we imagine, it is stranger than we can imagine.
Sir Arthur Eddington (1882 - 1944)

2004-07-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

A Pretty average day if I do say so myself.

Today was racial harmony day and we were supposed to wear ethnic costumes or something, but I couldn't find any! And my friend who was supposed to get me a turban to wear backed out in the end. Can't believe it, where's the fun in working together eh? Haha. Well, I was doing that to look stupid anyway.

Lessons today were pretty boring, since we didn't really concentrate all that much on them anyway. 9 people skipped school today. NINE. Imagine that. Not that they actually missed much anyway.

Went to the gym during PE, was a whole lot of fun, though tiring. Didn't do any weights though, heard that they stunt your growth, and I definitely don't want that happening to me. I'm short enough already! Went back to class for a stretch of AMaths and then it was recess.

English after recess, first thing Mrs Tan did after greeting us was to tell us that Ah Hu has declared war on 4E1 and 4E2. Like I give a shit. Seriously, as if he doesn't pick on us already. He's also turning senile from all the hate that people dish out unto him. Why does he have to give us so much trouble? Just because some people tuck-out their shirts he has to get all bitter and stuff. And boy! Does he bear a grudge, he actually remembers something that happened a YEAR ago. Where my friend got off punishment because a teacher vouched for him. My goodness! It may also be because he doesn't want to get beat by our outspoken classmates. Or most probably it's cause he just wants to be a bigger asshole than he already is. But I don't really care much, just see what happens and I'd react to that.

You wouldn't believe it but during EMaths the asshole came to our class for no reason. Probably to find the apparition he was looking for for the past week or so. Pretty dumb actually. Well, he left and returned in less than a minute. Maybe hoping that the person that he's looking for would pop out of thin air, concrete or what else that comes to mind.

We found out that it was Ms Lim's birthday today! What a surprise! She didn't even tell us until it was recess! Well, since she's such a great teacher, and we're even greater students. We made a card for her and presented it to her during the exchange of periods, from EMaths to Geography. So we gathered outside the Physics Lab like a bunch of barbarians, and we barged in without knocking. Uncivilised don't you think? Haha, but it was totally worth it. Ms Lim was STUNNED. I mean STUNNED. As in agape, astonished, blown away, bowled over, breathless, floored, overcome, overwhelmed, puzzled, shocked, speechless, staggered, startled, stuck, stumped, stunned, surprised and taken aback. After we sang for her and gave her the card she was totally flushed, but with a ear-to-ear smile of course. It makes me wonder what little we can do to make a person's day. Like we had done. Haha.

Geography, then our official school lessons had ended. Decided to skip the remedial cause I was supposed to go out with the rest to Seoul Garden for lunch/dinner. So met up and took the train to Orchard. Ate quite a lot, about 5 full plates of food. I felt so stuffed! Left at around 17:20 because Shang had to go for tuition. So came home, washed up, went for tuition (of my own), now I'm back ang blogging! Haha. Well, got to go sleep now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

If at first you don't succeed, failure may be your style.
-Quentin Crisp

2004-07-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

My! Didn't know that I haven't blogged since last saturday. Must have slipped my mind, or maybe it was because I was too engrossed in two new books I bought.

Well, I guess I'll write those significant things that have happened these past few days. On Sunday I spent almost my entire day reading Dan Brown's 'Angels & Demons' my what a great book I've chanced upon! Okay, not exactly chanced upon but still a wonderful read. A total page turner and you wouldn't be able to bear to put it down. And the facts that appear in it are truly astounding. Anti-matter, Illuminati and much much more. Sad to say I couldn't finish the book on Sunday although I had only a hundred pages to go, and the fact that I slept at 1 am on Monday.

On Monday I was late for school, but luckily on the bus I met David. So at least I wasn't all lonely and stoning. When we reached the school gate we saw Mrs Tan, apparently she was incharge of the latecomers today, as Mr Lau was no where to be seen. So she made us two run three times around a small space, write our names down and be the first to get let into school. Now thats what I call a good teacher/student relationship. Haha. Nothing really interesting until dinner. When I tried eating Durian. The first time in my whole life, nothing worse ever crossed my mind, but I just had to, as I have to have an idea of why so many people are in love with the wierd fruit. Well, my verdict is. I couldn't really taste anything. Haha. Abit creamy I guess, is that good? Or is it because it's rotten? Well, anyway, I don't think I'm going to try it again anytime soon, my mind has to rest after that torture. Haha.

Today. Can you believe I was almost late for school again? I never learn now do I? Haha, well at least it wasn't cause I was late for the bus because I was already waiting at 7:15. And when it finally came it was already 7:28. Amazing, these bus-drivers ought to drive faster! I even had to run the last ten meters to the gate. At least I was in on time. When I reached my row I got in line, and I got 'Hybrid Theory' from Siti! Couldn't wait to rip it and get the tracks into my Mp3 player! Haha.

After assembly we went back to class for a bit of administration before setting off to the Chemistry Lab for our lessons. When Mr Chen finally arrived and when we got our papers, we were surprised that it was not the usual type of experiment that we were used to doing. Something about thermal-chemistry I think the name was. Well, finished that and went back to class for English, we're still on oral so that was pretty normal.

After recess we had one period of Biology in class and then it was off to the Physics Lab for lessons. Pretty alright I guess, though the experiments were still very boring. Pins and lights. And I had to help Qingwen through her experiment as she was pretty much blundering around, haha. Just joking, she was really a great help, taking down reading and stuff. Appreciate it alot.

Back to class for one period of Additional Mathematics, as boring as usual. Still on vectors, and there's ab integration test on friday and I still haven't studied for it yet. Starting to get worried now.

After school it was a ten minute break before going to the Biology Lab for extra lessons. THREE lab sessions in a SINGLE day! All the walking makes me tired, as if. Haha. But its quite a feat anyway. Well, when Mr Peterson arrived he asked us to go down to get two different kinds of leaves for the experiment. Which was pretty straight-forward anyhow. Boring lab lesson again. Sigh, how I longed to get back home to read and sleep! But even that small pleasure was not granted to me! Why?

I had to tutor Qingwen Chemistry today, alright alright, I shan't complain because its not that she's such a bad student anyway. Haha, who am I kidding? Haha. Joking. So we went to Thomson Plaza to study with Kiat and Jeff who were going to BATA to get some school shoes.

Went to Burger King to study and when we were ordering Kiat and Jeff popped up again. Apparently the shoes that BATA sold were too expensive for them, so they came to join us for lunch. After some chit-chat and name signing, Kiat and Jeff left us to study.

Studied until about 18:10 after which I went to NTUC to get some sauce for dinner, then went home. After dinner I went on to finish reading Dan Brown's 'The Da Vinci Code'. My goodness what a great book! And I only started reading it yesterday. Well, I can't wait to read it again, though I'd better start on my revision.

So thats that I guess, better go off to sleep now. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

Today was a day filled with feelings. Feelings of elation, of delight and of sadness.

Woke up at 7:02 this morning, and realised that my phone did not ring at the right time so I was late! Was supposed to be in school at 7 for some, preparation. Rushed to get ready and leave as soon as possible, and luckily I remembered to bring an extra change of clothes.

When I reached school it appeared that they had already started. I think you're wondering what in the world I'm talking about now don't you? Let me explain.
I'm in secondary 4 this year and I'm in Judo. So, this training would, or should, be my last training for the whole 4 years in BPS, and us seniors wanted to make it a memorable one. Therefore we had planned some activites in advance.

As the first belt we had when we stepped on the dojo was white, we decided to make it the last too. So all the seniors agreed to wear their white belts today, but we overlooked some subtle points, as you'd find out. We played games for physical training until Mr Ho and Mr Tan arrived. We were worried that we wouldn't be able to wear our white belts during our training, but when we asked them they said it was ok! Felt great.

But when the training started Mr Ho told us that he was suprised that we knew about the tradition. We were perplexed. We had no idea it was actually a tradition, so we told him that. He enlightened us on the subject, saying that it was tradition for seniors to wear their white belts during their last training. This was to let the juniors get back at us for what we have done to them during the time that they were under us. So we would be at the mercy of our juniors during the whole training. During the warm-ups and the breakfalls we pretty much did it perfectly. As we were paying attention to how we were doing it instead of worrying about the juniors. Such good people we are don't you think? Though some of us got 'punished' for doing our breakfalls wrongly, on purpose of course. A whole TWENTY push-ups! Immensely arduous don't you think? Haha.

After the warm-ups we had more AAR and then it was time for us to spar. Though we wanted a juniors against seniors kind of thing, it ended up as a team against a team. Better than nothing. Then when the sparring finished there was the hand-over. We were to get thrown once by out juniors and then it was farewell. The seniors closed the Dojo for the last time. And that was that.

We had an activity planned for the club as a farewell thing, water-bombs. It decended into a rout the moment it started but it was pretty fun. Halfway through the band came to the canteen for lunch and they were provided with free entertainment. Who doesn't want to view mad girls in wet t-shirts? Joking! But I bet more than a few of them thought we were crazy. The water-bombs finished pretty quickly so we got our water bottles and started pouring water on everyone, boy was it fun! I love getting wet! Though we dispensed with the flour as quite a few of them did not bring an extra change of clothes.

Ended quite late. So we discussed about some things before setting off for lunch. Went to Junction 8 for lunch, food court again. Didn't want to go there but didn't want to abandon the group. So followed them to eat. After lunch we decided to go to Eunice's house to watch a show, so we went to NTUC to get snacks and then set off to her house.

Had quite a fun time at her house, watched 'Scary Movie 3' before changing to 'Pirates of the Caribbean'. Left her place at about 7 pm to come home. Great day and I am so tired!

But it hit me, the loss I'm feeling now that I've stepped down. No longer a 'real' member of the BPS Judo Club, though I'd be welcome to come back at anytime, after my O-levels that is. The times I've had there, both the good and the bad. The people I've met, made friends with, and became closer too. Great people all of them. Now I know how much I love being in the club. No matter what I've said or done before. Times before I've felt like quitting from it, giving up, joining another CCA. But if I'd have done that I'd would never be able to fathom what I'd be missing, what a grave mistake it could have been. But since I've stayed on until now, I've throughly enjoyed my days there. So I thank all those in the club for their friendship and trust, and last but not least, the memories that they have provided me to treasure forever.

Thank you. Justin Out.

Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better

2004-07-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

Wow! What a day!

When I reached school the clock hit 7:35 and I was lucky to get admitted into school. Or so I thought. When I got to the hall, I had to stand outside and write my name on some paper or other. It was all done because Mr Chia wanted to record down those people that were persistently late. Well, I'm always in the hall in the nick of time so I don't think I'd have to worry.

We were sent back to class after assembly, with Mrs Lee in tow. I was wondering why, and was even more surprised when she stepped into my class. After abit of explaining and talking, it appeared that she was going to take our class Additional Mathematics again. We were shocked, most of us anyway. Some of them even started clapping! Couldn't help it, she is a great teacher. No insult intended for Ms Lim of course, just that Mrs Lee's specialty is in Mathematics. So she'd obviously be more experienced at teaching it.

We were supposed to practice our Picture Discussion during English today, although we ended up talking about food. Haha. Quite fun. And I also got my marks for my Reading during the previous Oral Examination. Can you believe I only got a 10/12 for it?! Not trying to be an exhibitionist or anything, but its just that I think I should get a better score if some people in my class could actually get 11. Well, whats done is done and I shouldn't cry over spilt milk so I'm just going to leave it at that.

Had another Biology Practical today! Was quite, erm. Boring? Haha. Supposed to do some experiment on digestion and diffusion. Well, judging form the names you'd definitely know that the experiments would be boring. But taking into account all of that, it was still a practical so it was fun. I know its quite contradicting, but its as so.

Left school at 11:30 for Hougang Secondary. Today was the Team Events - Girls. We had practically 2 hours to mess around before the events actually started. So I ended up borrowing my friend's phone to play the games. Lame, but I had to do something right?

When the events started the C-Girls Team played first, won their first round with a score of 3-2 in our favor. Immediately after that was the B-Girl's turn to play. After the first 3 rounds of the bout, I had only one word in my mind, fuckingcorruptedreferees. Nice compound word don't you think? But I'm serious. Real hard to explain here, if you'd want to know come ask me. Anyway, during the first 3 matches I was totally off my rockers, I was that exasperated. If there's one thing I totally detest, just can't make myself say hate, its glaringly explicit, barefaced, self-evidently blatant and utter CORRUPTION. I ended up spewing out copious amounts of profanities, at such volumes that even my friend who was sparring and concentrating so hard on the match, could hear me speak in hokkien. Pretty amazing right? That's how infuriated I was.

Took some time to get back my cool. But by that time, the C-Girls team had to fight for the 3rd place, they lost their second match. Was a hard fight, I agree. But they lost. And again it was the B-Girls turn to play, it was also their fight for 3rd placing. This time the referee was impartial. The fight was epic. BPS Vs RGS. Superb fight, even RGS would agree, after a couple of drinks of course. Haha. But honestly, both sides played great. Even after RGS lost they're supporters actually clapped for us! Now thats what I call sportswomanship. Haha.

After the match was concluded and the AAR was over, it was celebration time! Since Saifud brought his digicam we started taking pictures in all sorts of poses, there's even one of the entire B-Boys team showing their forearms! Haha. After which we all went to Junction 8, why? Dinner of course... And to celebrate Shanglin's Birthday! Yup! The School Captain turns SIXTEEN today! Finally you've grown up! Haha. All the best bro! So took 88 from Hougang all the way to Junction 8. Practically filled up the entire upper level of the bus. And made a whole lot of noise too, won't be surprised if the school gets complaints from the public tomorrow, but you can't fault us now can you? We were in the mood for celebration! Haha.

Went to Junction 8 to have dinner, Shang got a cheesecake for his birthday. Tasted pretty good actually. Messed around for awhile then went to take Neo's. Twice. Was quite fun, though a tad retarded cause of Saifud and Loong fooling around. Stupid gays. ANYWAY, came back feeling all light-headed, not from alcohol. Well, was a great day today! So now going to do other stuffs. Buaiz!!! Justin Out!

Very little is needed to make a happy life.
Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121 AD - 180 AD)

2004-07-13T19:25:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty fun! Haha.

Had Chemistry practical as the first lesson. New kind of volumetric titration, potassium permanganate and iron(III) sulphate. Was quite alright, though I spilt some of the potassium permanganate and it turned my shirt purple, after awhile it oxidised to brown. And its supposed to be a stain, great. Other that that setback the rest of the lesson was pretty smooth sailing, even got consistent results! Did 3 titrations then started messing around with the chemicals. Pretty funny actually, until Mr Chen reprimanded me for doing that saying that I'd be banned from the lab if I ever did that in the university. Haha. But he was pretty alright with it so I still continued doing it.

While we were cleaning our apparatus and the bench I came across a conical flask with a yellow stain. So being the helpful student I tried to clean it with hydrochloric acid, but the stain was still there! So I changed to nitric acid, but it didn't help either. Was contemplating the use of concentrated hydrochloric acid when Mr Chen told me to put the flask back and sit down. Haha.

After Chemistry we went back to class for the start of our free period marathon! About 5 free periods? English(2), CLB(1), Recess(1) and Biology(1). Not bad eh? Haha. After Biology was Physics, which was another lab lesson! Pretty fun day so far right? Haha. Well, since the period before Physics was a free period we went to the lab pretty quickly. While we were standing outside the lab, some morons with nothing better to started pushing each other beside a glass cabinet, which ended up getting shouldered and so as a result the glass panel broke. After that I didn't want to continue looking at the scene infront of me, so I turned around. And at that moment I heard a crash and tinkle of broken glass. When I turned back around I saw half of the broken panel on the floor, half still on the guide rail and my friend with blood pouring out of her hand.

Luckily my teacher came after that, and after abit of explaining we got into class. Did this experiment with mirrors and pins. Quite fun! But I had to help one of my friends cause she's blur and didn't know what was going on. Haha. Had quite a laugh during the two periods too. Played around with the mirrors after I finished, really amazing what you could do with them.

After Physics we went back to class for Additional Mathematics, we were starting on vectors. Well, actually its not we, its the class, Aaron and I had already gone through it. So as I was really very tired I slept for about one period? When I woke up they were having a break so I went to wash my face, felt pretty good after that. Among the rare times where I actually slept in school. Usually I'd just lie there with my eyes closed.

When Amath had concluded I rushed to the canteen to eat lunch, I HAD NO CHOICE! The food still sucked. But I was starving! Rushed through lunch and went to the AVA Room for my Probability test, which was about to start. Finished the papar in about 7 minutes or thereabouts cause it was pretty alright to me. Don't really bother if I fail anyway.

Judo was pretty boring, had an AAR and did abit of last minute training. Came back after Judo. Well, was quite a fun day today! Haha. Got to go now! BUAIZ!!! Justin Out.

2004-07-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

Boring day today...

Got to school just in time for the morning assembly, appears that the Girl's Brigade has some occasion or something today. So when I reached I saw all of them assembled infront of the flagpoles. Assembly started soon after that, and the two girls who were hoisting up the flags were my friends. Was pretty alright I guess, at least they didn't drop them. Wonder what would happen if they did.

Went back to class after that, first period was Additional Mathematics whose teacher also taught Physics. So she swapped periods, pretty boring actually. Mother Tongue after Physics, stayed in my own class cause I didn't feel like attending lessons. But from what I heard, it appears that Chinese lessons were going to resume, so the 3 of us had to go for CLB regularly starting from tomorrow. After Mother Tongue was Biology! Finally had a Lab lesson, my first one for the year, because I couldn't attend the lesson that was held on Saturday.

Went in and got our apparatus and began. For a first lesson it was pretty lame to me, we had to find out which condition does pepsin work best in. Quite boring, but I broke a test-tube. My first time breaking one in 3 years I think, I'm a careful worker, so had to sign the form and all that.

Recess after Biology, and after that Elementry Mathematics. The rest was quite a blur, possibly cause I was sleeping? Or maybe it was because I wasn't paying attention in class, well, one of them anyway. After school went to Burger King for lunch. Was supposed to study there but ended up playing a java game. Pretty lame don't you think? Came home after that for dinner.

So now you see why my day was such a boring one, and the prelim's draw ever closer. Starting to feel the pressure.
Well, got to go now! Buaiz! Justin Out.

Quote - "Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results."

2004-07-10T21:54:00.000+08:00

Whao, what a day!

Did not really sleep well last night even though I slept early. It was cause of my competition today, so nervous as I was I did not really get a good rest. Ended up waking up a few times in the early morning, partially due to my brother being online then.

Had a really light breakfast cause my stomach wasn't feeling too good, turned out to be a bad decision. So went to school after breakfast, boarded the bus to Hougang Secondary where the competition was held. Funny that a NATIONAL competition is held in the secondary school don't you think? Plain politics at work. Well, to ease the nervousness that was so obviously present in all of us, we ended up singing songs. School songs, nursery rhymes even a part of the national anthem, it kind of helped abit, but it wasn't gone for good.

So we got of the bus, and then it hit us. This was actually the Nationals. No fooling around here. So went for the 'weighing-in', just to check if you're at the correct weight to play in your category, cause you can't have a 110 Kg person playing 'Lightweight' now can you? So I weighed-in, turns out that I was 78 Kg! Lost quite alot of weight during the past week, really was quite a shock. Last week I was 80 Kg! Or maybe the weighing machine there was faulty, either way I qualified.

My first bout, scary. Was facing a player from Hougang Sec itself, the host school. Saw that he was a blue belt, pretty high ranking alright! Got ready. Tied the red belt to my waist. Stood at the mat. And screamed my heart out before entering. Really helped to assuage the feelings inside me, but caused almost all the people in the hall to stare at me. Hehe, so bowed and went in. Can't really remember what happened after that, it all happened so fast! ( Excuses ) Ended up winning. Felt pretty elated after that, but reality caught hold of me. My techniques wern't as sharp as I thought them to be, probably lack of practice.

So had about 40 more bouts before my next one came, so went to catch a nap, tried actually. Cause the hall was too noisy even to close my eyes. Walked around abit, sat down, passed time. Which moved pretty fast, before I knew it it was my turn again. This time the bout wasn't really that good. Didn't feel ready to spar even though it was my turn, and when I entered I could not focus. Was about to face this Eurasian brown belt from AES. Ended up hitting without aiming, just a waste of energy. So naturally, I lost and had a scratch on my chin. But the thing was I did not really feel a sense of loss. Maybe cause my senses were nulled by clamping down on my emotions too vigourously.

When it reached 12 we had a 1 hour lunch break before the 'loser bout' started. Didn't eat anything much, just a bun and a few biscuits. And without a good breakfast, I felt dead on my feet. I was feeling as though all the glucose and glycogen in my body was used up. Really didn't think I had any energy left in me.

So anyhow, the 'loser bouts' still ad to go on, after about 2 hours of napping I went for the first bout in 3 to get 3rd, cause I lost the chance to get 1st or 2nd already. So got warmed up, walked to my position. And... I had a walkover! ( Walkover means that I win without fighting. ) Whao! Amazing right? So had to wait for another 13 bouts to pass before my next bout. Passed pretty quickly and so it was my bout again. And who could have guessed that I would get another walkover! What are the odds of that? Haha. So I could chill for another 13 bouts till it would be my turn again, and if I won it would mean that I'd be 3rd! Doesn't seem like much but its still hard work!

Bout number 43, Justin Koh (BPS) VS SOMEONE-OR-OTHER (AES). Saw the guy, blue belt (Again!), but a different one this time. What a match, don't remember much. Just that I played for a full 3 minutes. Won by a half point. Got that about 1 minute into the bout. Almost lost a few times but managed to recover. And arms and legs were hurting from lactic acid after the bout ended. Felt extremely tired, so went back to our 'spot' and changed to my T-shirt, which was cooler than my Gi, which was soaked.

After I was back to normal, or as close to normal as I could be at that time. I immediately went for my lunch, at 1630, 430pm. Was famished, had alot. Actually not that much, but it cost a pretty penny. So walked around until the whole thing finished. For the guys, we got 2 medals. Silver for Shanglin and Bronze for me. Guess it's not all that much, but thats that right?

So took a bus to Ang Mo Kio and then to my Grandma's house. Had dinner that and now I'm back home, longing to crash. Well, been quite a busy day today. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

Decided to blog today, cause I've not been blogging for quite a time.

Well, was almost late for school today cause I missed the bus. By a minute. Guess I have to wake up earlier eh? But I can't! Always too tired. School wasn't that bad, had a new Geography teacher though. She's pretty okay I think, but she still has to learn how to control our class. And with 4 months left before the O-level, I don't think thats a possibility. But thats just me.

Had an extra Chemistry practical after standard school hours, it was better than the previous one. At least this time my results were somewhat accurate and consistant. Went to eat lunch with Aaron after that, but we landed up at Mac's cause we had this free ice-cream coupon thing. While we were eating it, Celina, Qingwen and Weiling came in for lunch. Talked to them for awhile before getting our lunch at the coffeeshop next to Mac's, had rice but it wasn't all that filling. So went back to Mac's again, Aaron's idea not mine. After abit of talking I had to leave because I was supposed to get tickets to watch 'Mean Girls' at Lido.

Rushed all the way there and what did I find out? Every Single Seat Was SOLD OUT. What a waste of time, luckily I was using my bus-pass though. So after some discussion over the phone, we decided to watch it at Marina Square instead. So all the way there on a bus which I haven't taken before. When I got there I managed to find my way to the cinema and meet my friends. Went to Burger King after that to have lunch, again. Well, I couldn't help it could I? Whopper Meal for $3.90? Who could? Haha. So ate it all and went to watch the show. Wasn't that bad, some parts were really pretty cute.

After the show I took a 36 and changed to a 162 to come back home. Feeling pretty shagged now, shagged as in tired, not the other meaning. And VERY nervous, have the Nationals tomorrow. Sigh, hope I do well since it's my last year. All the best to myself I guess. Oh yes, and Vanessa? Hope you get well soon yeah? Don't be too down, you have two more years. Unlike me. Well... Thats that yup? Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

Woke up very tired today, cause my brother was using the computer until 5 this morning. Made such a racket that I couldn't really keep asleep for long. And I was very tired too! Had 5 shots of whisky mixed with coke. Was almost drunk. Haha.

Went to sembawang hills for breakfast. When I was going to the bus stop I saw Celina, Ben and, well, let's leave it at them shall I? Think they were going to study, so hardworking! Sigh, ashamed of myself. When I finished eating the sky was overcast, so I rushed back in a hurry in an attempt to beat the downpour. Unluckily it started pouring when I reached the stop I was supposed to drop off at, so I walked home in the rain. Was fun. Haha.

Got changed and left my house at 1130, was going to meet a friend you see? Reached Heeren 5 minutes so I went over to Ceni to get some tickets for 'Spiderman 2' at 7. While I was queueing up I saw the person infront of me getting seats for the 7 o'clock timeslot. The last 2 tickets. First row. My god! Managed to get tickets for a 9 o'clock show instead. Just as I got the tickets my friend found me, so we left for Suntec to catch a show. Don't ask. Haha. On the way down I caught sight of Elaine with Ethel and Joanne(hope I got them right, should be anyway.), it ain't what you're thinking girl!

Took 36 to Suntec, walked to the cinema. On arrival we realised that Suntec wasn't any different, but managed to get seats next to the wall in the end. Went to the arcade to pass the time before going in to watch the show. 'Spiderman 2' If you were observant you've caught on that I bought tickets for Spidey at 9? Yeah, am going to catch it again later. Watching it twice infact. Nothing better to do I guess. Haha.

After the show my friend had to leave because she wasn't supposed to come out in the first place. It ain't my fault! Went back to Orchard to play LAN after that. Still pretty 'ON' form, came home after that. While I was on the bus a guy and 2 girls came onboard and stood next to me. One of the girls started making out with the guy, ON THE BUS. Sigh, people nowadays have no sense of shame. Haha, not that I care. Came back for dinner, now getting ready to leave again.

Pretty hectic day today, but all in all, fun! Haha. See y'all in school tomorrow! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

Today we were allowed to wear our own attire to school and were not restricted to the school uniform. But, as there were really alot of restrictions, when I arrived in class only 10 others were in their own clothes. The others were in their school uniform, was pretty surprised, didn't know that the school uniform was that comfortable, or they have some distorted fashion sense. I'm not going with either.

After the pledge, which we said twice cause of some 'unhappiness', we changed for PE. Went to Aaron's place for it, played badminton there. Usual stuff. Came back to school 15 minutes late for Biology, which the teacher, unsurprisingly, did not arrive for yet. Chinese after Biology, got shouted at again. Now you see why I don't want to go for that class? At least recess was after that. The school provided us with what was supposedly called 'burgers' for lunch, pretty decent of them don't you think? Though they were quite dry. Had 4 of them though. Was pretty hungry alright? And I didn't know there was mayo until the last one, which tasted loads better cause of it.

Geography after recess, Mdm Poon was quite understanding today. Didn't scream at us for not bringing our books, so I answered quite a number of the questions she asked, nice of me right? Haha. Now here's where it gets interesting.

About 3 minutes before the bell was about to ring for the exchange of lessons Mrs Tan came in to ask if we had a free period after that, honest as we are we said yes. Then she just went to 4E2, without telling us why she asked. We found out the answer when she came back with the principal(P). Apparently someone found out about our ex-teacher's friendster account. Which had her own views on some HoD's in my school. And the P was afraid that those comments would cloud our judgement. Well, from my own experiences, SOME of the HoD's aren't all that 'nice'. But I should not generalise, most of them are pretty alright.( For those of you who say that I'm covering my own ass, I'm not. They are. Face it. Don't cloud the judgement of a by-stander. By-reader. What ever. ) So the P went on and on, still revolving around the basic few points. Guess they have to get involved with this problem. Hope it doesn't turn too massive.

Went to Ang Mo Kio after school with Zhi Gang, played LAN for an hour. Then went to play pool, was pretty horrible, 'off' form? ( I never was 'on' anyway. ) About 1 hour and 45 minutes through I spotted a bunch of friends coming in to play too. Went over to say hi. Then went back to play a few more games and paid. Hung out with them for awhile then came back.

Sorry for just skimming through this one, can't really concentrate on it. Now I'll leave you with a quote.

"A bore is a man who deprives you of solitude without providing you with company."
- Gian Vincenzo Gravina

Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-07-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

645 as usual today. When I was leaving I saw a HUGE storm cloud in the sky. It was totally black, not grey or white like all the others. Was afraid about getting caught in it on the way to school so I left the house in a hurry at 710. Managed to catch the 715 bus, and when I dropped off at the school bus stop it had already started drizzling. Didn't really bother to rush to the hall, cause it didn't seem like it was going to pour. How wrong I was. In about 10 minutes after I made that observation I was in the hall. And the people who came late were drenched. Didn't seem like it was going to pour. Right.

First lesson was CME, as Ms Kok did not know what to teach - huh? - she let us do our own work. So I started on the RI Chemistry prelim paper Mr Chen gave us for our own revision. Was pretty alright, though some of the questions would require the student to have a decent command of english, if he wanted to give a very precise answer. Wasn't that bad, finished it in about 58 minutes - was timing myself -, but left those I wern't sure of blank. Pretty decent timing I guess, though I did 2 out of 3 papers yesterday in a shorter time.

Nothing really significant happened all the way until assembly, unless you count getting scolded by my chinese teacher significant. There was a bunch of people from some group or other, came to our school to perform. Wasn't really that bad actually, though some of the, actors were kind of lame? But thats just me. And we got free clapper thingy's too! Hahaha.

Was supposed to have another period of chinese after assembly, but I decided to 'Pon' it. Ended up walking around school with Zach and Jeff. Went to 4E2's classroom at 1400 to find Shang, to ask him if he wanted to go out for lunch before Judo. He agreed, so at 1405 Zach, Shang and I left school to go to 'Prime' to have lunch. Got off the bus and as we were walking there my headphone wire got caught in some barrier of something. And the whole earpiece came off! You would expect me to be stunned, shocked beyond belief? But peculiarly I did not feel that antagonized, more a feeling of acceptance. Guess I've become more rational? No use crying over spilt milk right? Hahaha. After lunch we went back for Judo, which started late cause some people were having some briefing in the hall. And when we started Hougang came for training, became suspicious I did. Well, training wasn't that fun because we had to 'dilute' our skills or something along that line.

Went to Thomson Plaza to get my new earpiece, looks quite nice. For $33 you'd expect it to be wouldn't you? Now I'm at home with a stomach ache, probably did my sit ups too close to dinner or something. Well, I'll leave you now to go suffer in silence. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-29T19:38:00.000+08:00

Woke up later today, about 645? So I rushed through my morning routine and was suprised that I was all ready and stuffed with breakfast ( had a slice of toast ) by 710. Decided not to leave to early so I read the cartoon section in 'Life' to pass the time. Which was pretty quick, cause when I had finished it was already 720! Oh shit! I was so going to be late! And right I was, though the bus was practically waiting at the bus stop for me, it was 735 by the time I reached the school gates. 3 minutes earlier and I wouldn't be late, but thats that right? So had to stand outside the gates like a common criminal and sign some forms. Then the O/M told us that the punishment system had changed, and those who came late, but before 745 only needed to sit on the floor in our class for 15 minutes. Lucky me eh? :D So I went back to class and while I was walking back I saw Mrs Lee, who was taking us for the next period. So after a fair bit of negotiating I managed to get 15 minutes of standing up instead of sitting on the floor, doesn't seem like much but, boy! It is.

Lessons started with Amath, just started on area, well, already did it during tuition so Aaron and I didn't really pay that much attention. Was talking to him about bikes instead. Then Mrs Lee asked us if Mrs Koh told us anything yet, Mrs Koh didn't so we naturally said no. Then we asked her about it but she just didn't want to tell us what it was all about. We dropped the topic after that cause the bell ring and the next lesson was going to start. Was supposed to be Biology after Amath, why was? Cause about 10 minutes into the second period Mr Peterson called me on my handphone - by the way, Mr Peterson is part of the school's discipline committee - and told me to go down to the office to collect some worksheets, because he's stuck in the office with some discipline case. AGAIN. Well, I had to comply so I went down to collect the worksheets. There was only 3 sheets so when I went back to class to do them it was pretty quick. Biology passed pretty quickly as it was a free period, so then Chinese started. We decided not to go down for lessons again, because the class was going to have oral practice and Ms Fang wouldn't chase us out. After the first period Jeff went for Chinese cause he was supposed to do something with Chris, don't think they're gay are they? Hmmmm...

After Chinese was recess, was busy playing monopoly on Allen's handphone when Ah Hu came in and called me out of class. He said something about tucking in my shirt, and some other things which I don't really recall all that much. Also told me to tell Wantah to see him after school. After that 'lecture?' I went back into class and acted as though nothing had happened. Well, it's such a regular occurance that I don't really bother about it anymore, and I don't think Ah Hu wants to pick at me anyway. After recess was Emath, it was quite a shock. Did another worksheet on probability during the lesson, no, that was not what the shock was all about. It was what Mrs Koh told us, when we asked her what was the thing Mrs Lee didn't want to speak about. Seem's that Mrs Lee's condition is getting worse instead of better, so she requested for her workload to be halved, along with her pay. As such she wouldn't be taking our class for Amath anymore, and that Ms Lim would take over. We were stunned. And the replacement, well, lets just say that Mrs Lee is a better teacher. Why? Its hard to explain, and its not that Ms Lim is horrible. Its just that Ms Lim's speciality is in Physics. And Mrs Lee, Amath. So naturally Mrs Lee would be a better choice. Besides the fact that she's among the best teachers I ever had. Well, thats that I guess, the handover's next week. Sigh.

English followed Emath. Nothing really significant happened though. Sides reassurance that the speakers in our class are from some flea market somewhere. Just as English was about to finish Ms Ang, our vice-principal, came in and called Aaron and me out. Was pretty obvious what it was all about, isn't it? Well, if it is it didn't appear to me at first. Because I was sure that I committed no wrong during the first two days in school. Then it dawned to me. Chinese. So I told her what I thought and she said it was spot on. It was about our absence in class yesterday and today, so she said that our Chinese teacher had to write in to the office about the problem. As what ever we did during her lessons was her responsibility. Then she went on to say that I should at least try to attend her lessons and not sit in class doing nothing, also that she saw me standing outside school today and wondered why I was late. So we ended talking about everything happening in school and I was surprised. I didn't know that our VP was such a friendly person, or maybe cause she has known me for quite a period.

Didn't have Biology and Chemistry after school so went to eat at a hawker center with Zac. Food wasn't that bad, had quite alot actually. Was pretty stuffed when I went back to school, and as I entered the hall Judo was starting. Didn't do all the break-fall's cause I was afraid that I'd vomit. :D Training wasn't that bad I guess. Went opposite for a drink after Judo. Came home. Had Dinner. Tried an IQ test on a website that Mathu referred me to, got a score of 134. Not bad I guess, but don't really see the significance it it. Well, thats my day for ya! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

Its the first day of school today, wasn't really what I expected.

Left my house at around 710 in the morning, though I woke up at 515. Why? Cause I didn't want to be there too early and end up stoning on the parade ground. And because I had to wax my hair, it was pretty long at the sides so I was afraid that I'd get caught. The school even sent smses to my mom to tell her to make me get my hair cut. Manage to catch the 715 bus and when I approached the gates I saw that they've changed the assembly area, new tarmac and all. I prefer the previous one because it looks nicer and went well with the school colours. Maybe tar and gravel is easier to clean, but come on! It looks like a smoker's lung! Okay, sorry about that, lame joke. :) Was pretty worried about my hair all through assembly, but Mrs Tan told the whole school over the PA system that we'd have a day to get our hair cut! Oh yeah! ;)

Went to class for the first lesson after assembly, it was chemistry. Was quite boring and all, cause we were learning organic chemistry. VERY dry topic. After chemistry it was geography if I recall correctly. We were supposed to do a question from the Ten-Year-Series, but since Aaron, Mathu and I did not bring the textbook we started talking all about food. ( Possibly cause we were hungry. ) Came up with alot of places to try, even Mdm Poon joined in. Oh yes! We also gave her our email addresses so she could add us on MSM Messenger, not bad for a teacher eh? I only have Ms Lim's contact, but she seldom comes online. Chinese was after geography, Aaron didn't feel like going for class so Jeff and I accompanied him, nice of us eh? So we were fooling around in class during chinese.

Went to the canteen for recess to buy some tickets to our school's concert on the 24th of July. Got a discount off the stated price! Thanks! Went back to class after that and listened to songs on my Mp3 player until lessons resumed. Was English after recess, boring as usual, though Mrs Tan said that she'll give us our oral marks sometime this week or next, can wait! Although it's just bragging rights, cause it'll be no use trying to change them anyway since the marks are already keyed in to the computer. Emath after English, no comments on that. And lastly we had Social Studies(SS), well, normal lesson I guess, half the class copying down notes, the other talking and basically not paying attention. Really surprised Ms Tan still could tolerate us. Only major thing happening during SS was Mathu and Aaron dropping my Mp3 player while they were listening to it in secret. Real Genius at work. But all's well now, I GUESS. Finally school ended.

Was supposed to go with Zhi Gang, Rui Qin and Jeff to Pastamania to have lunch cause they have a 30% discount for students. But I decided against that because I had to get my hair cut, and was afraid of spending too much time outside. So Jeff and I went to Thomson Plaza to have lunch instead, I had Nasi Padang, was pretty good actually, cheap too! Had quite a surprise. Went home after that. At home I caught a 45 minute nap and woke at about 1645/445pm cause I had to get my hair cut. Went for a hair cut, its the same as usual I'd assume, I'm quite an unimaginative person so don't fault me. Came home after that, so now here I am typing out this blog. Well, have to go now because I'm going to my Grandma's place for dinner. Buaiz! Justin Out.

abit formal rite? dunno la... guess i better start typing lidat from now... cause mus keep on practicing my english... and my spelling is HORRENDUS( note the spelling... hehe... ) okok... mom's scolding liaoz la... see yaz! hahahaz...

2004-06-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

phew... really a boring day today... wad did i do... woke up, had lunch... blogged for ytd... lolz! den walked around e house looking for thing to do... so ended up back in e room so i lay on my bed reading 2 books... hahaz... managed to finish both! now can change book liaoz... hahaz... supposed to go cut hair at 430 in e afternoon... but changed my mind so ended up not going... see wad happens tml lor... hahaz... probably going to kenna a haircut in scoo... sighz... made pasta for dinner... not e usual... this time made... erm... hw to put in words... sth lik curry i guess... but its different la... anyway, was pretty good though a tad sour... put too much assam, tamarine... well, u get e pic dun u? hahaz... so thats that for today i guess... scoo starts tml... STILL haven't started with my revision yet... i am SO dead. well... gotta work on that i guess... hahaz... alrite den... Nitez!! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

Oops! Forgot to blog ytd cause din have e time and my bro din let me use e com... Damn selfish sia he...
well, won't hurt if i did a belated one again rite? *GrInZ*

Saturday 26 June 2004
Woke up pretty late that i missed PT in e morning, left e house in a hurry and went for judo as usual. Training was quite slack cause we just went through our syllabus for grading next week... supposed to be this sun budden shang said that e ppl couldn't get a flight into s'pore from jipun... erm... wth? abit... nvm. lolz!

Well after training went home to change cause i was going out after that... rui qin smsed me and asked if i could meet him cause he wanted to get a bag, so i said ok lor... :D din plan my time properly so i left e house abit late lor... hahaz... while i was passing far east i got a call from him asking me if i had already passed far east... i told him yes and asked him why but he wouldn't say... he did later... well, met him at about... 2:25? at heeren... walked around abit there but din see anything he liked, so we went over to ceni to look around... think there was going to be a special movie premier or something cause there was a red carpet all laid out with barriers and stuff... well, couldn't be for us rite? hahaz... walked around ceni too but he still din see anything nice... so finally he said... he saw a nice bag at one of far east's 77th street shop's ( they have 3 i think... ) so we walked all e way BACK to far east... imagine that?! sighz. lolz... so we got his bag and it looked pretty good i guess... hahaz... but i can't get a new bag cause my present one is onli a month or 2 old... sigh. hahaz...

After that he had to rush home or something lidat la... so we walked to orchard mrt and then i went to meet eunice and elaine at taka cause we had to 'prepare' for something in e evening... hahaz... should i say what we were going to do? alrite alrite, i'll say... hahaz, u see... we bought kaiwen a pink G-string... so inorder for people to 'knoe it?' we were going to stick it into a box and when she open's it it'll 'pop' out lor... hahaz... so we went to kinokuniya to stick up e thing so we had to get pens wad... cause they wanted to write something up... abit the erm... but nvm la... lolz... so we got sum pents from e stationary section and sat down at e graphic design section to write out e things... after we finished doing it i was abit hungry so we went down to e food court to eat something la, tried e jap noodle thingy.. wasn't that bad la... tasted quite good actually... hahaz... den while i was eating kiat came to meet us... wearing pink. smart sia... lolz... so 4 of us went to ceni to meet someone that eunice found to give the G-string to kaiwen... lolz... kinda lame rite? but fun la... hahaz... so went up to lvl 8 and went to find e guy who was playing pool... well, first try din fine e guy la, but found zac playing pool there... hahaz... den after that eunice called e guy so he came out and agreed to do it la... for free summore... nt bad rite? din noe s'pore got such 'ON' ppl... sides me la.. hahaz... joking joking... anyway... i think eunice and elaine arranged wit e guy cause he went to eat after that... den hui huang and siti came... whao... getting bigger and bigger eh? but it was onli about 5 something and kaiwen said that she'd be late... so we went in to play pool... i gave my ID card cause onli me n HH were 16... e rest still SMALL. hahaz.. played abit while we were waiting for kw to come... din really play well but wth, i haven't played in AGES...

At about 7 plus kw came... den eunice n elaine went to find e guy... hahaz... so played abit then he came... i think kw suspected something cause wen he approached our table she started walking around it, and e guy chased her lor! damn funni... hahaz... finally he caught up wit her wit sum help from e girls la... and gave her e present... well, she was pretty smart as she slowly opened it... well, i think she saw abit cause she tried to close it again... hahaz, but e damage was done... e G-string was seen... Hot Pink! quite nice actually... hahaz... den we gave her the... 'Real' present... a small box wit somthing looking like a ring in it... well, it was pretty convincing lea! even though it turned out to be a key chain/ key holder thingy... hahaz... den kiat went to e table next to us and asked e guys there - i think they had a picture about what was going on cause they were laughing along wit us - to give kw 2 kalm's bears wit them holding e letters K and W, they were pretty sporting about it cause they agreed to do it... so they left for abit and came back and gave kw her bears... i think she din really expect it cause she had this shocked expression on her face... hahaz... pretty fun la... so it was about 8? and everyone was feeling quite hungry so we decided to end the game and go have dinner...

We went opposite to taka to eat seoul garden... but as we went up e escalator we saw such a long queue... so we changed our minds and went to breeks to queue... e queue there was shorter and faster too... but half way through we changed our minds and decided to go back to seoul - BAD DECISION, as you'd find out in a while. we left someone to queue there and walked around and guess who we saw? Ms Ang, our sec 3 form teacher... she's a really cool person! hahaz... said hi for abit then we went back to 'pei' our queuer ( is there such a word? lolz... ) so about 45mins later we went in... 7 ppl... which ended up costing everyone... ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY NINE DOLLERS. works out to about $27 PER person, with that money we could go to marche lor... OMG. but nvm la... we din have enough so eunice went to draw some cash... sighz... damned what la.. but ended up eating alot after that... could have ate more actually but they had to leave early... hahaz... so we split up, cause HH, siti & me wanted to take bus back... but e rest wanted to take e mrt... so i brought out e LAST present ( 5 in all ) a huge kalm's bear wearing a T-shirt... hahaz... really nice lea!!! this time kw was totally shocked... hahaz... so after that we said our good byes and 3 of us went to wait for a bus... e 162 came quite quickly and when we got onboard i saw joan, scoo fren, so talked to her for abit and got off at my stop... hahaz... den went i went home i was feeling damned tired lor! and my bro din let me use e com so i was tired or waiting so i fell asleep... couldn't sleep well for e first few hours cause i just ate so much lor! hahaz... but nvm la, was a pretty fun day i guess... hahaz! well, blog for today later la... Buaiz!!! Justin Out!

2004-06-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

Yawnz... slept at about 520 in e morning today... why? cause i was watching portugal play against england! damn nice match sia... and from my perspective i think that portugal deserved to win lor... and england's first goal was damn tyco... 3 mins! omg... hahaz... okok, better not say liaoz la or sure ppl come whack me...
after dat woke up at 1230, was still onboard e cruise at that time... missed e breakfast lea... so changed and went to eat lunch... really damn F sia! so many people lor... first time encountering such a crowd man! din eat much cause after i got my food they closed all e serving counters... DotZ. well... ship berthed at 1330 and i disembarked at 1430 cause cannot stay on any longer or sumthin lidat la... usual stuff... queued up at e immigration place... kinda dumb actually... stupid metal dectector damned slow lor... about 30 mins in the queue... usual usual... so by e time i came home it was about 4 liaoz... slept abit den at about 630 left for tuition lor... boring life hor? hahaz... den after that come back lor... haven eaten dinna yet tho... but ah well... maybe i might eat breakfast tml la... hahaz... alrite den... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-24T13:39:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm on e cruise now... E internet access here is like so damned ex lor! 3 mins is $1... don't seem like much but think... $20 an HOUR lea! If u go to a lan shop it's onli about $2+ maybe $3 an hour lor... :S and it ain't all that fast too... something like 56K, wen people all use broadband or something... sighz.
Okay, lemmie see... what to type about...? hmmm... u noe there are lik 2500+ people on board this cruise now??? and i'm used to having 1000+ onli... dunno why so many people on sia! probably all first timers... hahaz... and lotsa teenagers too, there's a bunch of boys around my age on board. 20 or so? i think they're from ACS or sth, cause i saw one of them wearing a T-shirt with the logo on it. so good lor! dun even think my scoo would bring us onboard a cruise... well, dun even think they'd trust us at a simple chalet in singapore... but still! its lik our final year lor... crappy sia! damned unfair too... :S
E food here is same as usual, too rich. and there are actually TWO vegeterian counters this cruise, usually onli got 1... maybe cause there are alot of indians onboard this cruise... but cannot look down on them la... they are so friggin rich lor! there's a certain couple onboard wit a little boy... they come from sum where in india la.. but e thing is that their parents paid lik $100,000 for them to enjoy a trip around e world! omg... bloody unfair world we're in... hahaz...
but i think its a bad time to go on a cruise now la... cause indonesia has a haze or something? and if u go to the outdoor swimming pool you can actually smell e burning trees lor! how to swim lidat? dun think i'm going to... sighz. and if i can't do that then i dunno what am i going to do lor... played at e arcade so many times liaoz... no lan shop here... maybe i'll do my hw la... :D actually brought my tuition work onboard to do... hehe, dunno wad teacher will do if i ended up not doing it... :D watched e match dis morning... so slept at 4am... liewz... shouldn't have done that lor... now so tired... drank like 5 cups of coffee liaoz... luckily its free, if not die sia! ( brought my own anyway... :D ) den tml morning oso got a match... should be nice, i hope e home team wins... :D
well... guess thats all for now... by e time i blog tml i'd be at home la... hahaz... so dunnit to spend so much... hehe... it's alread more den $5 lor! 16 mins... shitz siaz... hahaz... okie den! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

sighz... trying out a new skin now... did everything liaoz... but still need to link up and add abit more stuffs.. thats ok la... but can sumone tell me why my posts dun come out? all e <$BlogDateHeaderDate$> <$BlogItemTitle$> <$BlogItemBody$> are all there wad... damn sianz lea! :S

2004-06-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

blogging abit earlier than the norm today... cause i'm going fo a cruise later! hahaz... eh, nv go overseas this hols ok! hahaz... but i guess will be pretty boring la... same as usual lor, coming back on fri... and i'm going to homework to do there oso... sianz rite? hahaz... well, normal day today la... feeling quite ok i guess... though its boring... :D okie den... be back on friday! See y'all! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

OH YES! Forgot... its Kaiwen's Birthday today... so happy birthday Kaiwen! *GrInZ*

2004-06-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

tired and bz day todae... hehe! cause in e morning i went for judo ma... den have to wake up early AGAIN lor! n summore i slept at lik 12++ dis morning lea... sighz. so left e hse at abt 845 lidat... almost late for judo lor! but damn heng.. wen i reached there they haven't started yet... so can take my time to change...
so after i changed i entered e dojo la (well, duhx?) so anyway, decided to ask shang if he wanted to spar cause its been lik ages since i last spared wit him la... it was pretty ok i guess... but din really end properly cause his knee got injured lik a few mins into e thing la... so abit sianz i guess... den normal training started...
after training i went home to change lor... go out ma, cause at home damn sianz lor! hehe... so changed and went to take e bus to J8 mrt station... oops! erm, i ment bishan mrt station. hahaz... so instead of taking 410 which stops at e interchange, i took 162... cause i felt damn bo liao la... hahaz...den wen i dropped of at e cat high busstop i walked to BISHAN mrt station la... so went down to take mrt... den i met 2 of my frenz! they were going to go buy a box for sth or other... so decided to follo since got nothing much to do actually... so first stop was bugis... went there to take neoprint la... very what lor! hahaz.... so felt really hungry so i went to buy sum chicken balls (din even noe they had balls lor... how wierd... imagine... EWW!) to eat la... not bad... hahaz... quite tasty actually... :D den still felt hungry so bought a curry puff from old chang kee! tasted e same as usual la... hahaz...
den went to take e mrt to city hall... after we reached there den walked through citylink to go to suntec... supposed to catch a show called 'cronicles of riddick' or sth sounding equally ridiculous la... and we din keep track of e time so we had lik 25 mins to get to e cinema at suntec lor! and we were still at e entrance of citylink! so den rush lik dunno what lor... liewz... hahaz.. but managed to get there in time... anyway e place got noone oso la... so nt that bad... hahaz... so watched e show for abt 2 hours la... den when finished quickly got outta e place cause it was pretty cold la... :D was really very hungry la, but had to go fine e box first... so went to a soo kee shop la, sell necklaces all those things, to ask if they'd sell us a box... and naturally they said no la... who would anyway? hahaz! so really damn hungry liaoz so went to marche to eat lunch... at 430? lolz... had e usual la... den SUMONE go and play wit e fork and knife lik little kid lidat, say dunno wad i want food i want food... den this wierd waiter started staring at her lor... den through out e rest of e time there he kept on staring at her... i guess cause she's abit... erm... crazy. hehe! well... ended up having a $33 doller bill which was SUPPOSED to be split 3 ways la.. budden i ended up paying $13... lik... erm... i feel used. hahahaz... so went through citylink to go to city hall there to take a bus to plaza sing lor.. cause we still couldn't find any boxes... so wen we reached ps we walked around looking for boxes la, den lik no choice so they bought this long and pink box... dunno can put what one ah? *GrInZ* so den we went to e arcade to play sum games... played this hockey thingy la, damn shiok sia! played twice and WON twice lor! 3 point lead summore! see? PRO. hahaz... den played this pic memory game... very what lor! stupid machine spoil one... press so hard oso cannot recieve... no wonder nv tio high score la! hahaz... after that one of my fwenz had to leave la... meet parents...
den i went to carrefour to buy a bottle of water and sum bread ma... whole day had this damn puny bottle of water lor! where got enuf to drink? oops, forgot i was e one hu gottit.. hehe... den after buying e water i went to take e bus home la... wah!!! tired sia... can sleep.... hahaz... nw i'm at home... tired! :D okie den.. nitex! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

managed to sleep last night so woke up alrite today la... hahaz... so did e usual sunday morning routine... b'fast, papers... den my mom asked me if i wanted to do my hair la... so i said ok... got e stuff... but din do e whole head cause din wanna lor... so spent about 30 mins doing it... den left it for 20 mins... den go and wash and put sum hair thingy, aft that let it dry for awhile... and u noe wad? no change... dunno why oso lor... lik so wad sia... so just din bother la... used e come for abit... ate lunch... den my mom asked me if i wanted to try it again, this time whole head... i agreed cause i wanted to try it again la... so did e same thing... and... no change. dunno lor.. maybe its cause blue on black very hard to see... budden its lik, looked at my hair under e light and its still brown lor... :S maybe i din leave it on for long enuf, or din put enuf... but really very wad sia... sighz. went to my gramma's hse at abt 5 plus lidat la... eat dinner there lor... den asked my aunt and she said that it might come out after a few days... but now i'm thinking that if it dun come out immediately after u dye it then how could it come out a few days later? and i onli have lik a week left lor... ah well... see how it goes lor... sighz. dats all for today la... hahaz... Buaiz. Justin Out.

2004-06-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

dunno why i couldn't sleep last night sia... ended up laying in bed awake until about 4am lidat... den managed to fall asleep... and den i woke up again at 7... so of course i wan damned tired lor! why wake up so early u ask? cause i have... JUDO. and if you've been keeping up to speed you'd come to the conclusion that i have judo 3 times a week... kinda stressful lor... and abit sianz... haiz... but lidat la... wad to do? :S
so wen i reached scoo, the juniors were already having their PT... got changed and den mine started... very tired so did do it properly la... so sianz... so after PT got 25 mins rest b4 training started... same old same old lor... nothing really that different about it la...
after training went wit saifud, adam and vanessa to orchard... to buy hair dye... hahaz... ya la, 1 week left la... i'm crazy la... hahaz, but at least i din get blonde lor... if i did it would have stood out lik siao... hahaz... got blue, nt that bad rite? hahaz... so wen i went to the shop i asked e person there if they sold hair dye... so i think e person din work there one la, cause she told me that they din... this type of ppl oso got?! damn F lor... make me go up and down... hahaz... den i called elaine and asked her la, so she said e same place... so went back up and now asked e cashier, smart rite? hahaz, okok, stupid. anyway... she showed me where la... so i bought it... $15 lea... hahaz... so went back down to meet them and go eat lunch... adam had to go early so lidat la... went to taka to eat... so friggin crowded ok! ( i dun usually go there one u see... ) well... waited for quite awhile to get seats... and ended up eating rich, i've tried better. so walked to far east after that cause saifud wanted to see sum clothes.. well, went there den saw this guy at the body piercing shop... wah! damn bloody HARDCORE sia!!! friek lea! as shang says, can put an oreo through it sia... whao... den saw a sign on e window, sth about genital piercings for males & females done there... with prior appointment of course... hahaz... but really abit... nvm... its their preference so i donch have e rites to object... hahaz! walked around for abit den took 162 home lor... hahaz... really tired... :D alrite... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

yawnz... today was a slacking day la... hahaz... woke up at 10++ in e morning.... had a good night's sleep for once... din slp too late la... *GrInZ* so went out wit my mom to eat 'kuay chap' at a block in ang mo kio... damn shiok sia! hahaz...den walked around there... went to sheng shiong or sth lidat la... the stuff there is lik so bloody cheap lor! i can't imagine how they make money... some stuff are actually half e price of those sold at ntuc lea... omg... well... ended up buying toothpaste and shampoo... hahaz... den went to tp to get sum stuff... started talking to my mom about 'dying' hair la... den she suddenly asked me if i wanted to dye... so i said ok la, so she asked me to try blue lor... hahaz... so wen we at tp i went to guardian and watson to check if they got blue hair dye la... ( ya la ya la, i friggin kumpung la... :S no harm trying rite? hahaz... ) so ended up not having... so dropped e matter for a while and went to play lan for abit... 2 hours onli la... quite sianz... so i came home and went online lor... talked to saifud and he said that maybe far east got sell... so tml after judo i going there to see! hahaz! but e thing was that i haven't asked my dad about it yet lor... so was very scared at that time... sighz, cause he's abit conservative at times la... den i scared he wouldn't allow me to dye lor... so anyway, asked elaine about it too... den she said that heeren oso got.. so i oso wanna go there to check it out la... hahaz.. hope its not too ex... :D
den conferenced wit elaine and eunice cause they wanted some... 'help' in the chem papers la... cause i did them finish liaoz ma... hahaz... well... ended up talking onli la... hahaz... had to leave in a rush cause supposed to go to my gramma's house at about 6 lidat la... den wen i reached there my dad was already there lor... so i... err... abit hum la, cause i dunno how he'd react ma... hahaz... den i suddenly asked him out of e blue... and u noe what?????? he actually said ok!!!!! i was lik... OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! hahaha... come on lor... u dunno my dad one la... hahaz... so i'm pretty happi wit it now la... yeah! lolz... well... guess thats my day today... hahaz... alrite den! BUAIZ!!! Justin Out!!! :D :D :D

2004-06-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

judo again today... this time i was really late... hehe.. cause i woke up at 845... den slowly got washed up and stuff lor... so ended up at scoo 30 mins late... haha! punishment was 90 pushups... no kick la... haha... joking joking... den joined e rest of e club lor... same old same old... den e club got lectured by coach n teacher... damn sianz... hahaz... so when finished stayed back to help them train up abit lor... left about 45 mins after that... oh ya! Florence's Bdae today! Happi Bdae Florence! hahaz... they brought corn flour la... to do u noe what... hahaz... if u dunno den of course i'll be kind and explain. threw it all over her, rubbed it in her hair... stuff lidat... hahaz! after we finished e packet she ended up looking as though she was e new lead for sum wierd horror movie or other... hehe... rushed home for lunch cause was gonna catch a show at 4:10... mom bought subway for me... ate 1 and a half feet of sandwiches... OMG!!! was soooooooo friggin filling lor... hahaz... but i think i could manage wit another foot or so... lolz... cause there was a buy one get one free offer at subway lido today... and tml! i think i wanna eat another one tml... hehe! went to wash up and left my house at... 3 plus la... took 167 to tangs and there was SUPPOSED to be a shuttle service to great world city... ended up waiting for lik... 30 mins lor! and the damned bus wasn't there yet... so ended up taking a cab there... F'ed up lor... :S waste my money onli...
reached there at about 4:15 lor... rushed up to the cinema... luckily e show haven't started yet! Cause of e ad's lor.. hahaz! damned heng! so sat down and e show started almost immediately... watched 'Around the world in 80 days'... its a 2 hour show... kinda... err... dumb? hahaz... no la... more lik lame lor... plot is oso kinda retarded... doesn't go along wit e book at all lor! or maybe they just made up their own plot... hmmmm... but got quite a few camoes lor... funni! well... after that went to eat dinner lor.. and now i'm back... well... quite an ok day i guess... hahaz... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

woke up kinda late today... about 1130 sth lidat... cause i slept late dis morning ma... hahaz... washed up at about 12... den had another headache.. damn sianz lea! dunno why lidat oso.. past few days always been getting headaches... sighz... so anyway... left e house to go to e immigration place to renew my passport... seems that it had already expired... well, what's e big deal anyway? not that i'm going anywhere this hols wad... or e next... hahaz... so went there... but din expect to have 72 people infront of me! sighz... wait AGAIN... but luckily i had gotten e newpaper and spent e time waiting for my turn reading it... finally it was my turn... gave my IC and signed a form of some sort... well... get to use it for another year or so... :S
went to eat lunch at e beach road food center place... den went upstairs to look at what e shops were selling... surprise surprise! turns out that they were selling some 'interesting' shirts and stuff... and they actually had size 14 shoes!!! hahaz... call me backward or what la... but i really din noe such a place could sell such stuff lor... hahaz... after that went home lor... slacked around abit... finally finished e chem paper i was doing... thought that we had 10 different scoo's papers to do... but actually we had 10 SETS of papers... 5 scoo onli... den each one got 2 papers... so little lor! sighz... but the thing is... our syllabus and e 2000 syllabus is abit different... so some questions not valid... :S
well, went for tuition after that... and stayed at teacher's place until 10+ lor! she made us stay back to do some work... sighz... after that talked to aaron for abit... den come home lor... now very tired sia!!! and i have judo in e morning tml... SIANZ!!! ah well... better go slp now... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

went for judo today... supposed to start at 9am, but i left e house at 855... hahaz... din wanna leave too early ma... so went on the bus, and was to engrossed in e song on my mp3 player that i actually missed the busstop... 4th year dropping off at e same busstop and i still could miss it... amazing... hahaz... well, went in and guess what? it hadn't started yet... well, was e last to change finish anyway... so training started, and about an hour through my nose suddenly bled... wierd sia... dunno why oso, maybe i'm just to stressed up... studying too hard! hahaz... ( ya rite. ) maybe i just din drink enuf water lor.. dunno la... so went to e toilet to wash up and stuffed a piece of tissue up my nose... looked kinda retarded la... hahaz... but i din mind... :D
so training finished... so heng sia! e grading postponed to next week... got more time to practice... i damn scared lor... never been grading since sec 1 lor... :S but i jus dun wanna fail... and i lurv my yellow belt! hehe... after that went opposite to get a drink and den go to bishan there eat lunch wit shang... kenna ps by saifud and vanessa... damn toot rite? hahaz... nvm la... its alrite... i UNDERSTAND. :P
hahaz... went home after that lor.. nothing to do ma... came home and used e com... halfway felt hungry so i went to tp to get some food... hahaz... damn convenient lea! *GrInZ* den came home and used abit more... felt sianz so i went to slp... BAD DECISION. why? cause i woke up again at about 1640 wit a splitting headache... crappy lor... and was all sweaty... :S foc sia... had teatime and den went to do abit of chem hw... stopped at section C cause couldn't concentrate... stupid weather! why mus it be so damned hot?! argh!!! wish i could fly away to sum mountain sum where where it snows 24/7/4/12... ( 24 hours a day/ 7 days a week/ 4 weeks a month/ 12 months a year ) sighz... nvm la... wad to do... well, went to sarangoon or sth lidat to eat dinner... den now i'm back home lor... Happi happi happi! hahaz! mood swing again maybe? hehehehehehe! alrite den... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-14T17:52:00.000+08:00

tired... tired... tired... slept at 230 or thereabouts dis morning... cause stayed up late watching 'Braveheart'... wah! nice show lea!!! not surprised that it won e best piccy... hahaz... kinda sad la... but thats reality eh? not lik in hollywood movies where e hero always lives in the end... its different in reality, the hero usually dies... thats why he's a hero. martyr. wadever... ah well... den came home and used e com until abt 230 lidat la... actually wanted to watch the Eng VS Fra match lea... but decided not to... hahaz... england lost... tough eh? sure alot of ppl lose money one sia... *GrInZ*
Woke up again at abt 1130 lidat... damn tired lor!!! ate breakfast wit a huge cup of coffee but still feeling dead on my feet... :S den showered and started studying... i wanna finish all my chem homework by this wed... which works out to about... 3 exam papers a day... not that difficult i guess... even have time to rest inbetween i guess... hahaz... so far i finished 3 liaoz... must do another one later... damn sianz rite? holiday still mus study lik shit... why lidat?! bloody O's... so friggin competitive in s'pore... screwed up government lor... but cannot say too much la... after the stupid old men ( and sum women ) send e ISA after me for sum kinda lame reason den die sia... anyway... life abit sucky now la... stressed and tired... sighz... lidat i guess... Buaiz. Justin Out.

2004-06-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

tired man! today woke up at 6am... cause got judo PT lor... at 730... so being a good senior i shouldn't be late rite? hahaz... so den left e house at abt 705 la.. wen i reached e bus stop i missed e bus so ended up taking the 720 bus... and wen i reached the hall what did i see? THREE wierdos acting lik american idol judges... lik wtf.. and still got e cheek to ask me to sing?! wth... smart sae. hahaz... so had pt... halfway through ended up lecturing e juniors... actually ish not me la.. its e others... so had judo after that... dunno if i should go for a grading anot lea... wanna stay a yellow belt la... budden lik.. argh! dunno lor... sighz. dun wanna talk abt it la... halfway through judo wen to check my phone and gotta miss call from ooi... so called him back and wad did he say? not hi or wad lea... he said... 'eh siao! afterwards wanna go wo wild wild wet anot?' so i was lik... ok la, can... hahaz... so left judo at 1130 to go home to change and meet them lor... so reached there at about... 1++ la... paid 12.50 entrance fee and got a 'visa mini rip-off' lik lame lor! ez-link is everywhere sia... hahaz... so i topped up 13 bucks la... den when i entered onli got .50 left, dumb rite? so anyway, tied that 'card' tp my wrist and went to get lockers... turned out that there were onli 500 lockers... so damn stupid lor! 500 lockers, wit lik what... 1000+++, +++, +++ ppl there? crazy ah?! this is called 'good' planning... so queued up for lockers... den finally got changed and ready to go sit e... Rides. hahahahahahahaha!!! went straight to the 'shiok river' to get ourselves, zg, ngoh, jeff, ooi n me, soaked... and the stupid thing just goes round in a circle or sth lidat... quite retarded la... very cramped and all la... den one lap later went to the wave pool... but turned out that the waves wern't on yet.. so swam around and abt 10 mins later got chased away by e lifeguards cause got sum 'show' starting... so waited lik 25 mins plus for e show to start... turned out to be a performance by some jet skiers la... actually not that bad la... hahaz... den e queueing started... first was e ride... dunno wad 'ular-lah'... (DAMN LAME NAME SIA!!!) 45 mins of queueing for a 45 sec ride down... err... smart? hahaz... den went to the wave pool again... waves were finally on... i was e onli one who dared to go up to the 1.8 m mark cause e rest all humji. :P hahaz... but really la... waves were pretty high.. hahaz... not bad la... den went to sit e waterworks (open slide) thingy... quite a short queue la... but still lik 20 over mins... this ride even better! took a grand total of... 16 seconds!!!!!!!!! amazing?! hahaz... den went down to find zg and ngoh and went back up to the waterworks to try the closed slide or sth la... lik a tube lidat... hahaz.. this time was e best... almost 50 mins lor! and the queue really looked very short... den half way throught ooi started laming about this guy wearing a 'san-ta bra-ba-ra' shirt... lik... dunno hw to explain la... but really damned funni lor... hahaz... so jus talk kok until it was our turn... hahaz... den i chose to go first... so i went in... and shouted 'NO KICK AH!!!' den it was quite lame lea... cause inside the tube was totally dark lor... so cannot see anything rite? so i den shouted 'WAH CCB! SO ******* DARK! WHAT TO SEE? SIAN AH!!!' den i guess it echoed all e way up the slide cause they said can hear... hahaz... aiya! really lor... nex tyme u go sit den tell me wad u think la... lolz... so we left the WWW after that and agreed to tell everyone how 'GREAT' it was... hahaha... den went to changi airport to eat dinner... walk around... and thought about the reprecussions about shouting 'BOMB!' in the middle of terminal 1... hehe! after that damned tired so took e train back to bishan lor... so now back home... sighz... yawnz... 6am to 10pm... YAWNZ! hahaz.. alrite den... nitez! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

actually din wanna blog today one la... but sum1 says that i nv update my blog one... so i cannot say dunno la... sighz... hahaz... today very the boring la... more den normal... thats why i dun wanna update ma... oso nv go out... well... not really la... onli go tuition... hahaz... well... scoo today did 2 practicals... one for physics... and one for chem... damn sianz lea!!! all dunno how to do.. dunno whats happening to me lor... usually i can do one... sighz. dotz. argh. ah well... wad to do? lidat lor... hahaz... at least during Amaths got 'catered' snacks... hahaz... ok la, not really catered la... more lik bought for us by mrs lee... for e whole class lea! and since got ppl 'porn' lessons... i get to eat! hahaz... well... erm... ok la... each person supposed to have 2 curry puffs... but since got ppl 'porn' i took an extra 2 packs la... but shared one wit aaron... so had a grand total of... 5 curry puffs! ( and 3 packs of biscuits which i 'kope' from teacher's desk ) lolz... shiok hor? okok... i think i ate too much or sth la.. cause my stomach ended up hurting lik CRAP! hahaz.. dunno why lidat lor... eat so little onli full... last time ah... i can eat 10+ curry puffs and den will start feeling lik puking lor... but now is lik... argh... go buffet sure damn lu gi one lor... ah well... stomach shrinking! hahaz... den lidat lor... cooked dinner just now... wasn't that bad la... but i burned e salmon... crappy lea! at least e sauce turned out ok... but abit sour la... cause put too much of sth... hehe... well... now i'm at e com la... so sianz. argh... okie den... Buaiz... Justin Out.

2004-06-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

today went to scoo 8:45++ cause there was no english today! hahaz... first period today was physics... not bad la... learnt about half-life... no, not e game( how i wish it was! but i noe so much abt it liaoz... wad else to teach? hehe... ) but e real nuclear physics thingy la... abit chim i guess, but i noe most of it liaoz... hehe! den had bio... usual la... and chem prac, wah sianz! dunno how i did it sia... lik... din noe was i was doing! everything wrong lor... 0/23. best. sighz... den went to eat B.N again wit... kiat, aaron, zg, ooi, jeff and... myself lar! hahaz... good day to eat that... cause it was raining... wasn't that heavy la... but still got kinda drenched... hehe... so den went wit jeff, ooi n zg to 'study' at lido... ended up talking and not studying at all... hahaz... so decided to walk around orchard lor... from lido go to heeren... den walk from heeren to far east... but did something productive at far east... bought a shirt! hahaz... quite nice la... ( to me. ) den after that went home lor... hahaz... quite contented now... lolz! so... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

sighz... 2nd week of STAR... went to scoo at e same time as normal... well... abit later den usual la... but din care to hurry cause first period was SS ma... hahaz... so i reached e class abt 10 mins late... and what did i see? no teacher! so i tot she'd b late la... but ended up she din come for our lesson or maybe she jus din wanna teach us no more... hahaz... so got geog after that and we did abit of map reading... lolz... damn sianz lea... den amath... bio... eng... and... HOME! hahaz... yeah... wen out to eat lunch den go home... cause was gonna watch hairy potty again ma... horrible as it were... hahaz... so friggin tired that i actually SLEPT in the afternoon lea! ( dun usually do that, cause its so damned hot!!! and i'd wake up all sweaty and shit... :S ) so when i woke up it was already 3:45 and e show waz at 4:20 and i hadn't changed yet! so rush rush rush and den took a taxi to orchard... so went there just in time.. watched the show... was convinced a second time on how they spoilt e book... sighz... what a waste... and now i'm wondering... if this book is about a 2 & 1/2 hour show... how bout e 4th book? they'd either have to cut out 3 quarters of it... or it'll turn out as a 4+ maybe 5 hour film... WOOT! but still... probably b horribly done up... so wen i left e place... took a lift down... u noe orchard always damned crowded rite? esp ceni e lift there? well when my lift reached, there was this 'uncle' outside e lift which parted when e doors opened... so i think he stepped on her foot or sth la... but he said sorry, though it was abit soft, but i could read his lips... so anyway... the stupid lian ( totally act one... ) short and damned fat lor... started shouting 'cb' & 'nnb' and u noe wad la... so i was lik... erm... dotz.
hahaz... but wad to do... ( no offence to other ppl hu are vertically challenged la... serious! ) maybe she just needs to make herself noticed cause noone can see her... well... not my problem anyway... hahaz... so went to eat dinner and now i'm back... well... can wake up later tml cause mrs tan is going overseas for her hols... hahaz! so... Buaiz! Justin Out!

2004-06-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

well.. went out wit fren today la... erm... kinda lik treat or sth i guess... hahaz... met at marche and collected e cards... got sth lik 'goldman sachs' or sth on it la... apparently whatever you charge to that card is written off... meaning, free lunch. hahaz... so ended charging a grand total of.... $69 to it... SHIOK? ( and its a nice number too! hehehe! ) well, den aft that went to ceni E-zone to play abit... but e games were VERY VERY boring lor... so went to radiers to play cs... wah shioks man! skill still there... but slacking liaoz la.. hehe... so aft that went for a show... 'hairy potty n e prisoner of ashkaband' or sth u noe? e new one? ya... it, was, prettydamnedstupidandretarded. really lor... no offence to e ppl hu lik e guy hu acts as hairy potty la... but he acts kinda dumb... solli. emma watson is growing up to be pretty chio actually... but nah... lolz... all in all i think e show is seriously lacking in alot of stuff.. and the literally tore up e book, burned e pieces and vapourised e ashes... and its e BEST book lor... ( IMHO = in my honest opinion ) harry doing a patronus in his first try?! no quidditch cup?! firebolt at the end?! shrieking shack in e afternoon?! a stag acting as a nuclear bomb?! and whats wit throwing stones eh?! and alot of other bits and pieces... sighz. wasted sia... ah well... so went to my gramma's house after that... to... watch harry potter. hahahaha! yup! cause channel 5 was showing it so mus take e opportunity la.. lolz... but onli half lea! so damn dumb. so tml mus go watch again... hahaz... den got a nose bleed half way... so was walking around wit a tissue stuck in my nose e whole time... hehe... no, its not cause i was looking at anything in the '21 and above' category hor... so dun think curve curve.. hahaz... alrite den... feeling pretty happi now... but got STAR tml so mus slp early.. hahaz.. Buaiz!!! Justin Out!

2004-06-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

scoo scoo scoo... kinda sianz la... today left abit late... so i tot i'd b late for bio... but wen i reached scoo i saw e hole class outside e classroom, cause the doors were still locked... kinda dumb la... where e ppl? supposed to open e doors lor!! hahaz... den went to class... straight away got a paper to do... haha... so listened to mp3 while doing it... and got e usual revision thingy again... and another paper to do... haha... boring rite? den got Amath... so shiok sia~! 'learned' integration today... lucky e teacher gave us some worksheets before she taught us... so while she was teaching i was doing.. hehe! fun lea! got a question which i did before oso! :D den break... boring la... nothing to do... 20 mins onli anyway... den geog... check question paper onli... lik so sianz lor! aft geog is bio... blah blah blah... sianz. dotz.
went to bishan to eat lunch and came home after that... ah well... ok la ok la, this entry is retarded la... even more den normal... lolz... sorry lor! hahaz... maybe i'd write a better one tml... lolz... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

First day of e STAR program today... dun even know what STAR means acutually... hahaz... well... was quite ok la, started with english, everyone was supposed to prepare a speech on their ideal holiday and go up infront of the class to speak. But ended up not having the time to do that! hahaz.. sho shiok! but still have to do a compo... sighz... really wad lor... at least its our only piece of homework for e entire day.. haha! after that had emath... stupid teacher. lots of crap from her again... dunno why she's lidat lor... lik got a problem wit me or sth... forget it. dun wanna spoil my day if it isn't already spoilt already. sheesh. got break den physics, started on logic gates and stuff! so fun!!! hahaz... i can't believe i rmbed e outputs each gate gives... haha, e AEC was so long ago lor! hahaz... but fun la... den had chem practical... was ok la, din really get that good of a mark, must practice more i guess... lolz... den got sum dumbass go and misplace 2 lighters... ended up getting scolding my mr chen for nothing... really sia! den he asked us to stay back after scoo cause he wants us to search of the lighters or we be barred from e lab until we completed our O's... so of course, being good students we immediately went to search of the evasive lighters. but about 3 mins after we went into e lab, eric found them. cause the dumbass, whoever it was, put it in the basket where the bunsen burners were... sighz... after chem had bio... and u know what we did? went to class... got briefed by him... den got released. best rite? hahaz...
so went to kiat's house after scoo wit kiat and ngoh to kope some mp3's... hehe... den halfway there... found out that my USB 2.0 port was not compatible with kiat's one... DOTZ rite? so went home to get my wire... so left scoo at around 1:20 lidat... but ended up reaching kiat's house at... 1:55? waste of time sia!!! hahaz... cause the stupid 165/166/132 took so damn long to arrive lor... :S really sia... so when i reached i saw his song folder... i was lik, OMG! so many lor... ALMOST as much as mine... hehe... :P so ended up deleting alot of songs from my player... mus free space ma... hahaz... so now i got about 200++ new songs! so shiok! den went to eat beef noodles, the real nice one next to mayflower sec. hahaz... ordered 'soup' but the auntie there served me 'dry' instead, but nvm la... still really nice... and was really stuffed about halfway through... had to request assistance from aaron... hehe! den after that came home wit aaron lor... so now i'm bak at home sifting through my songs.. hehe... well, gotta go back to that liaoz! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-06-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today... woke up friggin early... lik abt 7+ lor! cause supposed to have judo training at 9... so changed and left my house at about 0845 lidat la... luckily had a bus, scared i'd b late... so went to the hall, and what did i see? e whole bunch of them, wit my coach, at e canteen.(hall next to canteen) den i was lik wtf? so ended up that the TAF ppl were using the hall to do sum roller blade course thingamygig... so lidat lor... training ended up starting at 10! and i had to leave at 11 lor... hahaz... so i lost track of time and onli left the dojo at 1120 lidat, and supposed to meet at 12! shitz rite? so rush home, got changed, rush to busstop, took bus, rucsh to mrt station, den wad happen? waited for another 15 mins for my fren. DOTZ. hahaz... but after that took e train and went ice skating... was ok i guess... but fell down three, or four times! liewz... very the wet lor! and my ash 'urts!!! lolz... reeli pain lor... stupid ice so slippery! :S hahaz... well, den after that SUPPOSED to walk to orchard or sth lidat... but in the end got lost and it started raining... hahaz... so took the onli bus at e bustop where we took shelter... hahaz, waited for abt 30+ mins for it lor! but nvm la... its all in e name of fun rite? hehe... but luckily e bus there dropped us directly outside e mrt station, so got a direct train to orchard! lolz... so went to heeren and took neo's again... quite fun la, din get to cut e pics though... was PRESSURED! so lidat la... but got e one's that i wanted i guess... lolz... den aft that walked to isetan and den took a bus home la... so kinda bz day i guess... lolz... but pain. hehe... well thats that then! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-30T19:01:00.000+08:00

Heyz y'all!
Ok, I dun wanna be insensitive and self centered but, I dun have CHINESE O LEVEL to take tomorrow!
Hahaz... ok la ok la, joking kaez? dun jealous... lolz... good luck all of you for your O's, dun screw it up... oki? hahaz... so, see ya around! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-30T13:41:00.000+08:00

Heyz... Sigh.. wanted to blog ytd nite lea... but my bro was on e com... playing dunno wad game.. sth lik 'magic', but an online version... hahaz... so well... i think i'll do a belated one ya? keke... *GrInZ*
okie.. ytd ah, hmmm... SUPPOSED to go for e 'lord of the rings' exhibition at sci center wit a few frenz... but 2 of them ended up meetin 2+ hours later... so den we jus had lunch at marche, took a neoprint and went to see a show... sth called 'confessions of a teenage drama queen'... ok, no offence to any1 who liked that show but, IT, WAS, TOTALLY, RETARDED. PERIOD. really lor... we went to get seats lik, 10 mins before the show started and as such got seats at the second row from the front... den started throwing pop-corn at each other... sighz. dotz. bet got ppl staring at us lor... dumb lea! hahaz... what a waste of $8.50... and sum cash on e snacks too... hahhaz... aft that we took a bus to citylink and walked around... went to esplanade to watch ppl break, den went all e way back to heeren cause dey wanted to go shopping... really, argh. hahaz... but it wasn't that bad la... hahaz... flesh imp got discount lea... i wanna go get a shirt or two... hehe... so thats yesterday, today. but pretty fun la... haha... ( i'll blog today, later. ) Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-28T21:56:00.000+08:00

Whoa... never blog for 2 or 3 days liaoz... my bro la! Always on the com... how to use? sianz lea... wit a bro lik mine... but i shouldn't complain la... got a fren or 2 wit worse siblings... hahaz... well... today ah? kinda... wierd. hehe... couldn't sleep las nite & dis morning cause was thinking abt stuff, and my stupid bro was using the com... so today ah... went to the creative fair at jurong east wit my mom... supposed to go wit zg and aaron, but one ended up wit no cash and the other PS me at e 11th hour... sighz... but nvm la... at least my mom got plastic, so dunnit to bring cash... hehe... wanted to but a 'jukebox zen xtra 30GB', but it was... 'abit' too ex, so den my mom persuaded me to get the 'Nomad MuVo 1.5GB'... sighz... so much difference lor... but e one i got was onli $300+... hehe... now i'm still charging it... can't wait to load songs onto it... finally dunnit to trouble my frenz by borrowing theirs... hahaz... aft that went to my maternal gramma's hse... den took bus home... and got caught in a bloody rainstorm... all soaked jus now... but thats not e problem... problem's that my shoes are soaked thru... hope they dry by tml... lolz... well... thats my day lor... hehe! Hokay! Nitez denz... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

Haha... HeyYa! Today ah? Boring lik what lor... went to school... den the students who were taking MT had their mock exams... so us CLB peeps had e WHOLE, yes WHOLE, day free... but really veri sianz lor... nothing to do... brought cards but they got confiscated during recess... and i wasn't even playing it! sighz. hahaz... den came home and baked a cake! Woot! So long never make sugee cake... lolz... wasn't that bad la... quite tasty... but i think i overdid the brandy, so it turned out abit sour... hahaz... left home at about 6 to catch 'Shrek 2'! very very very funny sia! laugh lik cock lidat... hahaz... recommend you catch it! hehe... cute oso la... puss in boots! hahaz! the eyes so big! lik bambi lidat lea! hehehe... okok... dun talk kok liaoz... see ya around! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

Yawnz... Tired sia todae... ytd slept at about 1 plus... talked on e phone til 12 ma... hahaz... friday todae... went to sch and heard that there's chinese mock exams on monday and tuesday... but thing is i dunno what am i supposed to do... free periods for e whole day maybe? hahaz... ah well... Good Luck To All Who Are Taking Their Chinese Mocks On Monday And Tuesday!!! Try not to fail... hehe... jokin jokin... so today ah? got back my Amath results... very zee badz! FAILED paper one!!! OMG rite?! ya lor! totally... at least my paper 2 pulled me up la.. but very sianz lea... cause i din study... but i shouldn't make excuses... hahaz... Mrs Lee oso had a very bad throat and all, she said it was pneumonia... hope its not la... she's quite a good teacher... hahaz... really borin sch day today... after sch was supposed to have a rehersal for an upcoming performance... well... something like that anyway... when e band played i couldn't hear what i was shouting... lolz... but it was quite ok la... hahaz... but the thing is, where got performance have 3, yes THREE, items one?! super retarded lor... lik wth... ah well... i'm not e organiser anyway, so i wouldn't know... hahaz... den after that come home already... boring rite? hahaz! oh yes, got a total of 5A1's for my mids... missed my expected by 1, must start to study for e next exam i guess... hahaz... hokay den... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

Wah! today ah? hmmmm... got SS, Geog, Physics and Chem... lets start wit SS, Super Surprised lea!!! i din even lift a finger to study and i got 22/50(failed la, budden!) hehe... i oso got full marks for one of the source based part questions lea! sho surprising... hehe... den Geog. SIANZ! only got 36/50, supre lousy lor... used to get 38 or 40 lidat... argh!!! hand pain la! write too much notes e day b4 e exam i guess... lolz... excuses i know... but... sigh. Physics :'( very wad lor... barely got an A1, stupid lea... guess its my fault la... never practice... sighz... wad to do? lidat lor. hahaz... but i cannot play too much liaoz la... must concentrated! hehe... Chemistry. Hmmm... not up to expectations. Very badly done. Horrible Marks actually. Couldn't even get top in level... ah well... thats life dude. :S
Okie, enuf about marks... back to school... kinda sianz la today... marks marks marks... lolz... den aft sch got a trip to the parliment or how-ever-u-spell-it, liewz... sianz la!!! go there got check and check and check and CHECK, lik go to prison lidat lor... wth... (This is a Disclamier. The sentence after this does not have anything to do with reality, so if anything similar happens, DUN FINE ME!) hu would bother to bomb them eh? haha... got sum ppl talk talk talk talk la, dun even noe their names... den talk abt construction site safety, like. What The... ??????? Siao bo? at least the earlier batch got sth abt sch... more interesting... stupid siaz... hahaz... ah well... boring dae really... hope tml can catch Ven Hesling. hear it's great. hahaz! okie den... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

Whao... Long time no blog... hahaz... exams just finished yesterday... on the whole... pretty stressed up by them i guess... hahaz... hope i can get good results... mus get at least 6A1's!!! hehe... high hopes la... but, lidat one wad... hor? hehe... went for a cruise last weekend... kinda fun la... but was thinkin abt stuff onboard... lolz, i never do stop thinking now do i? hahaz... now... online... kinda sianz lea... not many ppl online... hahaz... okok, bak to my day... today? hmmm... scoo jus restarted aft e exams... bak to normal (somewhat) full day liaoz... sigh... but i at home oso nth to do wad... wish there was another bout of exams... wooo! shioks siaZ! hehe... go to class and second period already got bio paper... SIANZ 1/2!! onli got 80/100... sighz... got ppl better den me lea! hahaz... well, maybe cause i din study for it... hahaz... couldn't care to wad, since peterson (my bi-o teacher) said that we din need to study, so i din lor! Sho Guai RiteX? hehe... den had chinese... wah! i dun believe my marks lea! i got 15/40 for my compre jus by shading all the 'C' blanks... sho shiok lea! and the listening compre i shaded all the 'D' blanks and i got 8/20, better den doing, my fren did and onli got 6/20... *Hint Hint* hahaz... after recess got back Emath... another subject in which i did not study for... hahaz... ok la... not that bad after all... 82/100... but got ALOT of ppl better den me la... so veri bad... sighz... hahaz... den got english! whao... scary man! Barely scraped an A1. Just got 75/100. Phew! lucky rite? hahaz... oso got a SUPER DUPER belated b-day prezzie today... hahaz... thx alot... it's cute... ;) okie den... so 3A1's down, and 3 to go. hope for e bez! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Today ah? Kinda screwed up i guess... shit happens la. ah well... dun think i'll be able to blog often these coming week or more... mids are tomorrow... and i still have so much to study... ah well... okie den... i'll leave u wit a poem, try n guess wad'z it abt oki? hahaz... oki... Buaiz! Justin Out.

When pain and despair overtake,
And the front you portray is just a fake.
When you put up barriers and shut right down,
And the only expression your face knows is frown.
When life loses its meaning and worth,
And the hole you’re in is filling with earth.
When you’ve hit rock bottom but keep on going,
And the irrational thoughts are overflowing.
When your mind’s in confusion, turmoil, despair,
And you feel so alone like no one could care.
When you feel like you just can’t go on anymore,
And you feel your only escape is that appealing trapdoor.

*GrInZ*

2004-05-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

Sighz... today ah? quite ok i guess... hahaz... in e morning, peterson took the assembly... cause most of the teachers had meeting, i think its all e form teachers la... hahaz... den he was saying sth lik... "i'll count to 5, which ever level does not keep quiet will be made to squat." so i was lik, 1-2-3-4-5, SQUAT LA! big deal... den i din know Mr Chia was near by... so he said "Justin! (dunno how he knows me... din even speak to him b4... wierd.) you want the whole level to squat izzit?" den i started laughing... hehe... heng sia! nv kenna punished.. close call... hahaz... den went back to class... boring la... until chinese... wanted to pon again... but Aaron told me to go there and study la... so i said ok... but wen i went there already kenna scoldin by my teacher... den i was sitting on the roller-chair... and Ah Teo A.K.A Mr Teo-Ops Mgr saw me la... den he was lik, you're not supposed to sit on that chair u know... den my CRAZY chinese teacher started shouting at him, saying alor of crap la... but i oso heck lor... say say say (both of them), so i just sat down... 5 mins later i walked outta class... dun care la... hahaz... den during recess got SUM PPL, bring kettle and cup noodles and make during class... the soup no taste sia... hahaz... *GrInZ* (tml thinking of bringing clam chowder to school... hehe!) after dat e lessons so boring again la... sighz... went to tp aft sch... studied phy abit la... (though din understand crap, sure cannot get good marks one lor... sianz!) gonna study abit more later... hahaz.. Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-03T18:06:00.000+08:00

Heyz... Sighz... Mondays, they should be abolished. Should start with tuesdays sia... ah well... kinda borin la... during chinese was kinda fun la... left early again... den wen got back to class kenna 'scolding' by Ms Fang, hehe... cause always early go back class one la... hahaz... wadZ? nt my fault wad... my chinese teacher told me dat if i wanted to leave the class den i can leave, so naturally i'd take e opportunity rite? hehe... got back a Social Studies essay during the last period, got a level 4 sia! ( bez is level 5 ) lik, dotz lor! and i summore onli write 2 paragraphs... got sum ppl write 1 & 1/2 page and onli get level 3... hahahaha... no kick. no la, i think i'm just lucky... hahaz... and this is lik... e 2nd essay i handed up lor... ( had lik 10 or sth since e start of the year... :D ) ah well... maybe i'll consider studying SS... hahaz... so aft sch went to BK to eat wit Zhi Gang... we were sitting next to this guy.. i think from dunno wad school la... sky blue inner collar, mus tell mi if u know ah! hahaz... anyway, he was sitting lik chao ah beng lidat la... one leg put up onto the chair and all... den anyhow stare here stare there... but anyway, got sum sec 2's, i think, frm my sch... diao him, den he diao back... so almost started a fight la... ALMOST! sighz... if got fight den shiok sia.. can bet money... hehe! oops! no, i mean, fighting is bad, yes, very bad! Do not get into fights. so no entertainment lor... ( OOPS ) so studied chem abit... exams are comin! hahaz... okie den... borin day... but nt THAT bad... hahaz... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-05-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sighz... boring day again today... tad sad la... dunno why oso... maybe its e stupid mood swing again... hope it goes away by monday... :S ok la... back to my day... today really damn boring la... onli made sum carrot cake... dunno if its nice anot, haven really tried it yet la... took a really long time to make lea... ah well... hope i get a positive response to it wen i bring it to school lor... den go to my gram's place at about 6... watch tv and played xbox abit... kinda boring too lor... sighz... ah well, gotta make e most outta tml... maybe i'll start studying geog... den long's goin bak on mon... cannot see him off... sianz... ah well... see first la... :S Buaiz. Justin Out.

2004-04-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

( err... today ah, dun feel lik blogging la... hahaz... not now at least... *GrInZ* so just gonna put sth up... current fav song. :D )

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

2004-04-29T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sadness

Skys are gray

Leaves are falling

A thousand feelings fleet pass

My heart is breaking

Just like the shattering of glass

For the loneliness I feel deep

Without someone to love me

With no friends to stand by me

Without the courage to face the future

and the strength to stand alone

A mess of feelings

Bursting forth

Without any gentle persuasion

But the right kind of motivation

Coz I am going back to another world

One I would rather end sooner

Raindrops are falling

Just like I am crying

Wiping away the tears gently

Like a lover's touch

Looking forward to the life ahead

Optimism

That is the word I should learn

2004-04-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

Today ah? not that great la... dunno why oso... so many free periods lor... ( 6 periods actually.) CME was kinda ok la... Ms Kok came, but we told her to give us sumtime to chill la... and as understand as she was, she did la... so cool rite? hehe... she's a nice teacher la... hahaz... den after that got Amath. Mrs Lee never come again... worried about her... 3 days never come liaoz lor... dunno if she's alrite anot... den got chem... boring actually... got sum papers and that all... sighz... recess ah? hahaz... had food trading session la... quite a few people brought food to eat... betta den going to e canteen to eat la... food so sucky there... hahaz... den i called Mrs Lee... din pick up la... think she was sleeping... but wen e bell rang she called me back lea! Sounded VERY VERY tired lor... she said she got shoulder and back problem i think... sighz... hope she gets better fast, she's a gre8 teacher la... hahaz... den physics just went through the test paper... hehe! kinda shiok lea! on e day of the test i was studying chem all e way and din give a shit about physics... and i still got 21.5/30! ( highest in class was 23. so close hor? hahaz! ) den got mother tongue... kinda boring la... nothing to do so i went to take out e bulb outta e OHP ( over head projector ) played around wit it abit den decided to see what happens when it get smashed... so we threw it about abit den zac managed to smash it... loud pop sia! dunno why oso... maybe its overpressured with argon or sth... hmmm... must ask ms lim... keke... den after chinese i go bak to class lik... err... dunno hw 2 explain la... lik stoning but never la... abit wierd la... hahaz... den did another stupid thing... better not say... hehe... sides that... kinda crappy day today la... ah well, hope tml'll b better... *Sniff Sniff* sighz... Buaiz. Justin Out.

2004-04-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

Love is like the wild rose-briar,

Friendship like the holly-tree—

The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms

But which will bloom most constantly?

The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring,

Its summer blossoms scent the air;

Yet wait till winter comes again

And who will call the wild-briar fair?

Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now

And deck thee with the holly's sheen,

That, when December blights thy brow,

He may still leave thy garland green.

2004-04-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

sighz... Today ah? Err... kinda interesting? hehe... okok, start wit assembly... well... u see ytd i said tat the new canteen has 'great' food rite? so anyway, this morning our VP came and talked to us la... Said that she gave feedback to SFI already la... about the food being so horrible... so anyway, she said that if we had any opinions we could see her and she's entertain us la... so... well... i din wanna wait u see? so i immediately shouted sth along the lines of "THE FOOD SUCKS!"... hehe... nothing better to do wad... lolz... den everyone around me (sth like 6-7 classes or so) turned and stared la... liewz! if dey dun stare den i wun kenna liaoz lor... but oso got sum clapping la... hahaz... support! hahaz... den Mrs Tan shouted my name and asked me to go stand infront of my class... hehe... so after that we were dismissed and she called me la... so she asked my why i did that, and i said i was just stating the facts wad! so we started laughing and she just said "Don't do it again ah? Go back." HAHAHA! Shiok rite? That's e good thing about havin an English teacher who's the head of discipline! hehe! Rox rite? *GrInZ* after that had Amath, free period! Woot! Den got bio... sighz... that peterson ah... nth betta to do first thing in the morning tell me that i shouldn't fool around so much... :S very free sia he... ah well... after bio got MT, skipped it again... cause Ms Fang not around... so very shiok la... nothing to do ma... lolz... recess was a bore as usual... blah blah blah... went opposite school for lunch... wah! shiok man! so damned cheap lor... lik... not surprised that e canteen din manage to sell its food finish... (went to check it out...) so had mock exam after lunch... hehe! din bother to study, dunno how it'll turn out... ah well... but it wasn't that hard la... i guess... must hope for e best la... anyway, next week is e mids liaoz... dunno if i should start studying lea... hehe... ah well... thats my life for today... listening to a AVCD, that i borrowed from my fren, now... well... can't complain that 5 of e tracks sound e same la... hahaz... but other than that... very shiok sia! Maksim is e guy's name, play's piano. his fingers are like moving in a blur lor! so fast!!! scary lea... unbelievable... hahaz... well... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wah.. today ah... err... ok lor... sch sch sch... normal stuffs la.. hahaz... oh ya, got a new canteen... its lik... DOTZ. wait.. doesn't even qualify for a DOTZ lor... cannot insult my trademark... anyway... pon chinese today cause i wanted to try the food at the new canteen... actually e display and all was pretty nice la... seeing as to how it's temporary and all la... but... the... food... tastes... like.... (to put it lightly of course!) FUCK. yep... thats how it tastes like... worse than shit lor... next time got a new insult liaoz... u look lik canteen food. :S (ya i know its lame la... but u get e picture rite?) i think the cooks today on strike or sth la... maybe last nite the wife dun wanna have fun wit him or sth so today very buay song wit everyone so anyhow cook... but not my problem that he cannot bury the hachet rite? lik... ARGH! and another thing... the food is SO FREIKING EXPENSIVE... one chicken wing, one scoop of veggies (which were soggy and tasteless) and a plate of rice... and u know the cost? $2.60. CHEAP RITE? like come on lor... u wanna serve us substandard food can! no prob one... but u charge so damned ex... and its a bloody school canteen lor! wtf is this ah? DOTZ. hahaz... nvm nvm... maybe its the rice onli la... cannot generalise... YET. hehe... okok... after recess had english... IT... WAS... THE... FIRSTFUNLESSONINEONS!!! hahaz, i meant... it was the first fun english lesson we had in a LONG time... keke... Mrs Tan brought in a lab top and had this game... dunno wad machine la... so she asked whether any1 wanted to try it out la... den i went.. quite kewl la... hahaz... though its abit childish... but i dun care! :P hehe... after dat... sch sch sch... no phy remedial today! Ms Lim so kind... i onli go talk cock abit la... about atom smashers and stuff... hehe... nothing to do ma... den go starbucks wit a fren... supposed to study but den cannot concentrate la... i dun wanna study math! but wad to do? mus help fren ma... lolz... and the raspberry frap tastes lik super sweet strawberry milk... waste of money sia... best is still mocha frap or mango frap i think... hehe... but thats just my opinion... *GrInZ* so anyway... here i am now, typing on the com... and tml got sum stupid emath mock exam... sianz... mus go and practice abit liaoz... hahaz... see ya! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

Well... I'm going to blog early in e day today... cause going to study alot later... i HOPE, still haven't really started revising for the coming mids yet... sighz... why lidat? high activation energy. (if u dun understand its alrite, ask me in person, i'll b glad to explain... hahaz....) so sianz lea... exams around the corner... just got to me lor... din even realise... hahaz... sighz... woke up at 11:50 today... slept really l8 last nite... wen to fren'z house to ParT ytd... kinda fun la... den b4 dat had speech day... kinda lame la... oh ya! not i rmbed... while we were waiting for nat to meet us, we were pretty bored... so i went to find a fire extinguisher... and i brought it behind the school to spray for fun, but i din look at the guage, cause it was empty... lame rite?? hahaz.. but we managed to do it in the end... mus go check it out tml ah? see e after effects.. hahaz... sighz... i'm pretty crazy i guess... *GrInZ* anyway... gtg now.. hahaz... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

today ah? erm... kinda eventful i guess... went to school... studying for chem lik fuck lor... (sorry abt that, but really! no other word can stress how hard i studied... literally memorised the whole chapter...) den ended up got a few wrong i think... stupid riteX? :S
sorry abt that... hahaz... well... got sum stuffs happen in class today la... better not talk abt it... ( u ok anot? cheer up la... smile kaez? ) den during physics test i was fooling around la... never study ma... so heck care lor... den chinese. i "dislike" my chinese teacher to the core... wrote disruptive twice and defiance once into the stu[id class list thingy... lucky they never call me up to the stage ah... or i'll make sure she get's whats going for her... :S hahaz... den i walked outta chinese class 5 mins before the bell rang... dun care abt the teacher la... see what she can do... den i think she went to complain to all e other chinese teachers cause went i went back to class Ms Fang told me to cut my teacher some slack... den i told her sum stuff la... den she understood that it's not solely my problem... hehe... and kiat went to say that it was the longest sentence that he heard me say in chinese... hehe... dumb la boy! :P so went to e hall for assembly after that... got some international friendship day thingy on... was... interesting... somewhat anyway... went to eat lunch in the canteen after that... spend $4 on a plate of food lea! first time actually spending so much in school... still can't believe it... hahaz! ah well... went home after that la... and i cooked dinner today again... made hamburgers "Half Pounder with Egg"... shiok man! but abit dry la... the stupid frying pan spoil liaoz... the teflon coat scratched liaoz.. hope it's not poisonous sia... or... :S
Ah well... thats my day today i guess... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

whao... today ah... erm... wad did i do... hmmm... went to classes... actually i forgot what i did lor... keke... oh ya... had chinese oral today... so stupid lor... u know wad was e conversation topic? "Do you think going out with your friends is good?" so i was like... err... oh shit... what to say... so i just said... " (in english) well, i guess it is ok, (in chinese) since i'd tell my parents where i was going... (back to english) so they won't scold me when i get back..." and i actually got 5/10 for that... well.. there were other parts too la... but this was the one i really remembered... hehe... after oral ah... err... came back to class for amath remedial... den taught my fren chem... oh ya! today i made "Liguine A La Cabonara" (or sumthin italian sounding la... i not italian so i cannot spell it properly ok?! sheesh... just typing from memory la... :S ANYWAY...) so it turned out pretty good lea! Though i didn't boil the sauce long enough... about a min or 2 too short.. hehe... so not thick enuf la... but all in all... not too bad la... lolz... den when i went for tuition, teacher gave me and aaron this wierd looking fruit to eat.. said that her friend grew it... smelt pretty good la.. so i tried abit... tasted like mango lea! maybe it's some kinda cross breed or sth... so she gave me e seeds and told me to grow.. hahaz.. dunno how long it'll take... keke... sighz.. now at home... chem and phy test tml... sighz!!! ok la... i VERY tired liaoz... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-20T19:45:00.000+08:00

Sighz... today was pretty boring la... nothing really interesting happened lor... cause some trouble in class as usual... but i forgot what... hmmm... oh ya! i know a good one liner...
"What would you say when you get deja vu and amnesia at the same time? I think I have forgot this before." *GrInZ*
lolz... aiya.. i know very lame la... nothing to do ma... just type... and type... and type... and so on so forth lor... sianz rite? hahaz... after sch, got bak chem... not really good... :S, went to marche wit a few frenz... quite fun la... hehe, but i think i bought the wrong food la... shouldn't have bought the rosti... hmmm... nevermind, next time mus think b4 i buy... hehe... after that... err... came home wit zg and 'ron lor... cause qing and mathu went to take 54... hahaz... okay.. thats what i did during my boring day todae i guess... lame riteX? i know... sianz... okay... gonna study in 9 mins liaoz... Buaiz. Justin Out.

2004-04-19T18:28:00.000+08:00

liewz... my bro came back 4 e weekend again... so can't really use the com much lor... sianz lea! dats why nv blog for e past few days... so... today ah? pretty boring la... oh ya! Long came back from Canada... come here cause trouble onli la! hehe... managed to sneak him into geog and english lessons... then he went back home i think... or go chiong la.. dunno oso... never really change i guess... hehe... ah well... wadelse happen today... erm... oh ya! brought my new bag to school... testing it out... not that bad la... support's pretty well... hahaz... other than that... pretty boring as always... gonna bake a cake later... so... Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

hahaz... 4got to blog ytd... cause was quite bz la... hahaz... wah today ah... got another test.. yawnz... boring la... today quite fun in school la, got CME today!!!! Wooo! I LOVE those two lessons.. Ms Kok ROCKS!!! Free periods sia.. hahaz... really shiok man! hahaz... den during physics our VP came to sit in.. hehe... quite shiok... was teaching my friend how to use Fleming's (or wadever his name is...) Left and Right hand rules... den ended up i got the +ve and -ve ends of the battery wrong.. hahaz! Shyded sia! hehe... den had MT, got test lea! I oso din even know... summore when i was in the class Mr Low came in... sianz la.. kenna caught playing during the test twice... but i wrote in pencil... so when i get the paper back i'll erase and re-write... hahaz... shiok rite? den had assembly... so stupid lor! got sum dance troupe or sth come and perform.. but the speakers were lousy so couldn't hear shit... nvm nvm... so went to AMK to eat lunch... the chicken cutlet not that bad la... though it's abit dry... cannot complain anyway... relatively cheap la.. hahaz.. okie den.. that's my day today! Feeling pretty hyper and happy now.. hehe! see ya! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

*YaWnZ* wah.. today damn boring sae... nothing interesting happened... got amath test paper bak... 19/20... stupid mistake AGAIN! supposed to Square e number i went to Cube... Totally DotZ riteX? i know! sighz... den thurs got chem test coming... SCARED!! Mus become Mr Tuition Teacher again... hahaz... quite fun really... *WiNkZ* so lidat la... sianz one hor? my life is sho boring.. oh ya! today got english compo... topic was... "Children in Singapore have a good quality of life. Do you agree?" and naturally... i disagreed la! aiyo... so obvious that we don't rite? hahaz... but lets not go there... den wad else.. oh ya! got a surprise bio test today... LOLZ... i think i sure fail the structured one lor... din bother to study even though i had e time.. keke... heck la! its an assesment! *GrInZ* so got judo after that... and now i'm back home... tired sae... hahaz.. okie den! enjoy e day peeps! Buaiz! Justin Out.

2004-04-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

Hilo Milo!! Hee! OK, today ah... erm... Woke up at 615 lidat... cause must bring e stupid bio papers to school... so i left my house at 850 to go get a cab... ( 6615 SHEETS of paper okay... no joke... ) and it took me THIRTY mins to get one lor! Like.. DOTZ... so i scared go to school late la... but heng heng i was there about 3 mins before the assembly started... and the cabbie was quite a nice uncle so i gave him a 50 cent tip... hehe.. ( dun wanna waste time putting the change into my wallet la.. ) so den ok la... got e files oso... PINK again... hahaz... but not bad really la... quite fun... hahaz... i oso brought the cupcakes i baked... comments were pretty good la... ( Mr P said sth lik... "Why none for me?" So i said "You don't take carbo do you?" and he was like "Oh ya." STUPID RITE??? lolz... extra sae... ) Mrs Lee was oso shocked... hehe... got back sum test papers too... I got 15/18 for the impromptu chem test and 17/18 for e Emath test... shiok sia!!! Could have got full marks for math.. but really dumb sia... carelessly put the coordinates as (7,10) instead of (8,10) and i plotted correctly oso lor! Sighz... hahaz... but overall oso quite fun la... today laughed alot! Happy!!! Hee! After sch went to do the speech day practice thingy... kenna scolding by MS lee... aiya, she pms again sia... nvm nvm... after that went to starbucks wit frenz... did a script... now back at home!!! *GrInZ* Buaiz! Justin Out.